just trying 2 be me

2008-09-30T11:08:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!...seriously i got no idea what im going to blog but im just gonna go with the flow...so yeah from the last time i updated till now nothing much has happen lah except for band camp and the fasting period...this years fasting period has not been the same feeling for me,maybe cuz i've been very busy with sip in sch and stuff and i've havent really got into the period but yeah its kinda too late for that...yeah so maybe thats why i wont miss it whens its over, im suppose too cuz fasting i think its a good thing eh as its kinda like sch where you have to stay patient over all your temptation and anger...in a ways its like meditation but you go throught life at the same time...yeah but oh well...on a brighter note i've just bought my baju raya already and im proud to say its purplish maroon...hahaha...first time im wearing a colour that is not a solid colour hahaha...so yeah, oh and TP band is having a performances at Istana but the damn stupid thing is that its on the first day of raya?!?!...damn right, would be kinda cool to join them but what luck...this raya im trying hard to initiate all my friends for raya outing from primary sch,secondary and poly level...the only one i need to work on is the secondary sch one,i know i was the class chairman but my duty was to delegate and over see the thing so thats what im doing ah...hahahaha...yeah so i guess thats all for 2day lah cuz i got a band meeting later and im seriously not looking foward to it but yeah...so see ya.

2008-09-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hey guys again its been quite awhile since i last updated but what can i say bad habits are hard to die...hahahaha...yeah but i was kinda put off the mood to blog ah cuz the past few weeks hasnt been very good to me...yeah it was really like one event after another and after fridays events at band its just making it worst...yeah and i've been kinda doing some soulsearching this past few days and i realised that throught out my whole life i've havent done anything to be really proud of...yeah and i think i've been living my life wrongly cuz after my secondary sch day i've always live each day as if its my last...leading a carefree life and not really thinking of 2morow...yeah so i guess thats where i went wrong ah not really thinking about the future and not having any dreams of goals in life was like walking aimslessly...damn ah really sian thinking of it ah...but i guess i know what i got to do now lah...cuz when i listen to myself reasoning it out it sounds like excuess...yeah so i've decided to have dreams cuz its kinda like goals and im going to embraces and work hard for my dreams...hahahaha...im kinda paiseh about my dreams but i'll just say it any way ah...my dreams is to BECOME A HERO!!!...hahahaha...that kinda explaines why i wanted to become a policeman when i was a kid...hahahha...yeah so thats it for 2days post...so take care ppl and see ya!

2008-08-03T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!...nothing much to blog about this time but all i got to say is that this past week i found an old friend who i thought i lost,anyway its good to still be in contact with her and that person is jannah my godsister...hahahaha...yeah i dont have any older sibling so its kinda nice to have somebody who will be like your older sibling and dot over you...throughout the course of my life i've always played the part of an older brother,alway looking out for my close friends,families and esp my section member and though i dont usually get treated the same way, i still do it cuz at the end of the day i wanna be sure that i've did all i can for them and had always had their best interest in mind. In a way its kinda like parenting and i guess maybe thats why i understand and respect my parents more. yeah so before i start uttering loads of crap im ending it off here. so take care ppl and see ya!

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
erm there are loads of places that i wanna go but that is if i have my love ones going along but if not staying here with them is better than any place in the world.

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
erm not so sure really but if i have to pick one it would be playing soccer.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
erm abit of yes but i got to go with no.

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
solskjear's man utd jersey

5. Things you can't live without:
erm cant really think of any right now....

6. What are you afraid to lose?
my family esp my grandmother and my mother

7. If you win 1 million, what would you do?
erm loads of stuff but most of it would go into making the world a better place.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
erm to tell you the truth,its to travel the world

9. List down 3 good points of the person who gave this survey:
caring,sweet and kind

10. What makes me happy?
seeing the smiles of the faces of the ppl i care about, oh and man utd kicking chealsea butt!...hahahaha

11. What type of person do you hate most?
erm though qns but i guess i dont hate cuz ppl deserve second chances and ppl who dont are just ppl i dont like...hahahaha

12. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
erm none i guess,as i've learn that great powers come great responsibilities and i dont think i can handle that, but if i had supermans power wolud be cool.

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
none cuz nothing last forever.

14. Who do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my grandmother and my mother

15. If you have a girlfriend, would you die for her?
yup

16. Who was the last person who hugged you?
my grandmother

17. What is the one thing you want badly now?
erm i would guess a laptop?

18. Whom are you close to?
afew ppl, they should know themself ah

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
yeah i guess

20. If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
erm tons of things but looking back i guess my life is just fine the wat it is.
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2008-07-27T00:10:00.002+08:00

Hey guys...2day i just went for the NBC workshop with a Japanese band and damn were they good man. Learn new things that i could add to my warm up and hopefully improve my playing. Yeah and while listening to them play i just cant help to wonder why wasn't i born in japan and be able to do the things they do. But what i got to see was only the surface and i know it took loads and loads of effort ofr them to get to the standard that they are now but i guess i would like to challenge myself...yeah but i guess i just got to be happy with what i got and where i was born...oh and it also kinda gave me this feeling of still wanting to play in a band even after poly but im not sure if outside band would accept me cuz to tell you the truth im just an average player. yeah its kinda sad, i know and i sometimes feel that i dont even deserve to the section leader cuz there are better player then me in TP.

Yeah im just being kinda of emo now,i dont know maybe it cuz i had a very emotional past few weeks...yeah i guess it must be it. So yeah i guess that it for me man so see ya!

ps:For my biodiesel project we started to move into a lager scale and i hope its going to be a success.

2008-07-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!...cool new skin right? yeah i know i picked it mself...think it was time i change back my blog to red...hahahaha...yeah so i went to Hui Zhen's blog(thank god i dont have to pronounce it cuz i know im going to say it wrongly) and i found the thing below. Yup and me being the curious fellow decide to try it out and the result is below. So read it guys and see if you agree with, oh and remember to tag ok?...For me personally i agree with the whole thing but that is just me...hahahaha...yeah so that all for 2day.

Ps. I know its been very hard on you but believe me its been very hard on me 2 but i just got to do this. So stay strong ok? and im sure in the future everything will be fine and im sorry =(.

2008-07-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

What KhairulAnwar Kadri Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-07-17T03:53:00.002+08:00

oh my god when was the last time i posted!!!!!! man!!!!...no wonder asmah calls me kental!!!...but shes more kental eh( im just stating the truth asmah)...hahahaha....yeah so its 3 30am in the morning man and i really got no idea why the hack am i doing this at this time but...hahahaha...yeah so anyway just thought i just drop by and blog some crap or something. Yeah so anyway if i you havent heard it TP band got gold and won the division!!!!...cool right?!?!...hahahaha...but to tell you the truth i guess we were abit lucky on getting it but no one can dare say we didnt put in an effort esp the trumpets who for for 3 weeks had band for 4day a week. Who sacrificed so much time and effort, right guys? and sri even missed all her favourite shows for 3 weeks!!!! MAN im really shocked! (Im so dead by friday =x ) ...so yeah congrets to everyone in TP band and a big special one to the trumpet section you guys really made me proud.

So guys remember after this TP band has gotten REPUTATION already so we still have to put in effort ok? ps. im planning to have sectional every tues and thur what would my section all think???hahahaha...just kidding.

yeah so that i guess thats it ah,oh i still got to play the solo again on sat but with a section like them behind me, makes me feel i got the support of the whole world. yup dont need to be so emo on this post ah, maybe someother time.

oh and ps: HZ can you pls stop posting GAY pics of me!?!?!?...i got a reputation too you know.
take care guys and see ya on firday!

2008-03-05T22:09:00.003+08:00

Man this week been a boring/bad week for me...first of all somebody stole my bike,damn that person for taking it,man now i cant cycle to bedok reservoir to go jogging,didnt got the chances to do it ah but i wanted too...and now i cant...but whats worst is that i LOST MY EAR PIECE!!!!!...double damn man and now when i got anywhere i cant listen to my music...i would buy another one but one sony ericsson ear piece cost about $40 man...and i dont have that kind of money right now...but on the ok side of life i registered for the times job again and will be working for the times expo AGAIN. i guess this would be my 9th expo but i cant complain cuz at least i got a job...and once i get my pay im going to buy myself a PSP!!!!...finally....hahahaha...yeah oh and i know that in my recent post i dont talk about Aqidah alot and theres a reason for that...its not that im taking her for granted its just that the kind of feeling that i get with her is something that words just cant describe...and anyway im a gentleman,i dont kiss and tell...hahahaha...oh and before i go my 1 year with her is just a few days time and i really cant wait....so till then see ya!!!!!

2008-02-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hey!!!!...since the last time i updated alot of event have been happing in my life and the first one would be the AS soccer competition...last year we only got into the 2nd round and got knock out by Ali's group,but this year with Ali joining us we got into the final!!!...so the the group stages it was quite a easy group as our main rival for top spot would be a group of year 3/4...and man were they tough...the first 2 games were won by both 9-1 but the last game we lost by 4-3 and it was a close match and by the end i only scored disappointing 1 goal...for the second round we were draw against last year defending champ and our keeper yu song couldnt make it as he had a family dinner so i had to be the keeper and man was i really2 pressured and i did make a few saves but some of the goals were also my fault.so the q-finals against the champ was again a tight match but in the end we won by 4-3,then all the games to the final were all the same with us wining by 1 goal more...then it was the finals and we were up against asri's group which includes my yr 1 freshies, haziq,zul and angelin...and again it was an evenly close match but by full time the score was 5-5...man was there drama,as the lights even went oof and we hd to wait 4 about 10 mins for the lights to come on...so by full time we went to penalties...and i sad to say we lost it...3-1 but i guess its ok lah as i rather lose to them then any other team, but looking at the bright side against expectation we did make it to the finals and we still got another year 2 win it so all in all its not that bad.

yeah so the next good thing to happen was the viva la 3 concert but i'm saving that for later...so yeah till then see ya!

2008-01-02T02:42:00.000+08:00

Hey its been a cool 2 months+ since i last updated man and frankly i dont even know what to blog...but first and fore most i would like to wish to all a very happy new year and may 2008 be a good year for you and me...yeah and for my new year resolution i guess i dont have any cuz i didnt get to do last years one so i just guess i have to bring last years resolution to this year's resolution...hahahah...yeah,oh and my life during the past 2 month i've didnt update was ok...there were ups and down but im just to lazy to say it all out now...oh and my com i coming back on thursday!!!!!...cool man!!!!1...so after a few months of no football manager im going to get to play it again in about48 hrs time....now thats my countdown!!!!...hahahaha....oh and im involve in the next viva la, viva la 3...hope somethings happens cuz special things happen to me during the past 2 viva la night...lets just hope its not me finding a new girlfriend cuz thats what happen during the last 2...hahahaha!!!!...man Aqidah is gonna kill me...hahahaha...yeah thats all for 2day before i get long winded and stuff so see ya ppl and hope that my next post is not 2 months+ time...hahahaha!!!!1

2007-10-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hello!!!...Before i say anything i wanna say HAPPY 25TH MONTH dear...yeah my live has nvr been the same since you came around and i thank you for that and all the happy memories that we shared 2gether will always be in my heart...yeah in other breaking noew hari raya is only 2days away and whne that day come it mean kuih yes ah...cool only once a year do you get to go to other ppl house and eat their food then by the time you leave they give you money, its nice when your the visiter but if your the owner of the house?...well im just glad that i still got a few more years 2 go before that...oh and sch openig in about 1 week after raya so again cool cuz iget to go out to visit my friends house...yeah so that all ah for 2day so see ya later...so selamat hari raya to all muslim all around the world

2007-09-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

hey man its really being awhile since i updated eh and ppl have been bugging me to update so ok...so the reason on why its been weeks since i last updated was because i was toooooo busy....playing FM aka football manager on my com but yesterday there was something wrong with the game damn man...i was really enjoying that game but like that say nothing good last forever(but i hope my love will cuz its also very good)...hahahaha...yeah so this is what happened during the days that i did blog...on the first week of the sch holiday i had work with times AGAIN...yeah but this time it was ok lah...and again i was made ic for non-fic but compare to the last expo this time the non-fic book was ok...and i got neeraj for company(cool)...then i also meet afew new friends there...ones rio,she cool but some times abit weird, then there ramizah now heres a wierd one who has a weird childhood dream...hahahaha...yeah so its was cool and on the last day i got soo many cool things including a small soccer ball that why you hit it it goes "GOAL! GOAL!"...cool huh...yeah on the second week i had my sub paper and this i pass...hahahaha...yup so now all i have coming up is the band concert on nov 2nd soanyone who wanna go tell me ok...pls can some ppl go for me????...hahahaha....yeah so to wrap things up i do this little survey...so seeya ppl

1. WHAT'S YOUR BROTHER'S NAME?:
KhairulHaziq Kadri B Abdul Halim Kadri

2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES
AGO?:
when down to the shop to buy my newpaper

3. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD
YOU BE?
RED!!!!!

4. MTV, V Channel, OR MYX:
MTV

5. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT
NOW, WHERE?:
Home where ppl who love me are there

6. NAME A PERSON WHO'S NAME STARTS
WITH THE LETTER "J"?
jason

7. WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE TO EAT ICE
CREAM?:
on the beach on a hot sunny day

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN
SCHOOL?:
chemisty,physic and history

9. HOW DO YOU MAKE MONEY?:
work lah, or i could just annoy my parents(usually the later doesnt work)

10. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR PHONE? ~
white and silver

11. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?: ~
erm waking up late then go band

12. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT
DRUNK?:
nvr

13. DO YOU GET ALONG BETTER WITH
BOYS/GIRLS?
same for both i guess, but i think more to guys

14. WHAT MOVIE DO YOU WANT TO SEE
RIGHT NOW?:
cant think of one right now...

15. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SCARY MOVIE?:
cant think of one right now...

16. WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?:
erm the only one i rember is Bettina

18. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO SEA WORLD?:
yup

19. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU GOT
MAD AT?:
my brother

20. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?:
4

21. ARE YOU JUDGMENTAL?:
Abit

22. WHAT DO YOU HEAR AT THIS VERY
MOMENT?
a song from fall out boy

23. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV?
erm dont think so

24. ARE YOU A FAN OF BASKETBALL?:
yeah

25. HAVE YOU EVER LOVE SO MUCH THAT
YOU'RE WILLING TO SACRIFICE YOUR LIFE
FOR HIM/HER?
yeah i guess

2007-08-18T03:44:00.000+08:00

Yeah it been ahwhile since i've updated again...man i feel so emo right now man,it the i care for ppl kind eh...i've been thinking what what if i didnt wake up 2morow?..what if the ones i loved and cared for didnt wake up?...would life be the same?...how would they remember me?....that sort of qns....yeah well you can kinda dah say i've really got noting else to think about right now but yeah im trying to look at the bigger picture of life...some ppl might say im weak and sentimental but i dont really care really...its nvr really about me caring about what other ppl think, its really all about you,and looking back at how im leading my life right now im not really too happy about it...i always have this certain feeling of always wanting more in my life like but i got to be abit careful with what i wish ofr cuz it might just come through...yeah welll maybe im just taking life for granted or its just that im just too damn lazy...hahahaha....maybe abit of bothand i know what asmah would say that im just too lazy right?(Dont lie, i know you too well already =D)...hahahahaha...yeah well, all i can say is that im content with what i got, parents who care for me,a roof over my head,clothes on my back ,food on my table and most importantly a girl who really care and love me... =D

2007-08-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

yeah sorry its really been a long time since i update eh...been busy ah...now with my grandmother back in singapore i've been staying over here place and been helping out over there...so yeah other then that life is like normal...still enjoying it thou...got loads of stuff to update but i think i'll just do it later ah...just wanted to make this a short one...oh and to asmah and aqidah...yeah i do feel blissed to have ppl like you in my life...really i truelly am

2007-07-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

YES MAN!!!!...this week has been a very good week for me...just last sat i got myself a new phone, a sony ericsson w810,the white one...and damn how long since i've been waiting to have this phone man...and i also got a bluetooth set that comes along free with a 512G memory card...double cool....hahaha...and since sat i,ve have already made my phone more then a phone as its now a phone/MP3/game sattion cuz i've been putting about 100 songs and about 5 games in the phone...hahahaha...and damn its fun...yeah and the the second good thing is that my grandmother is coming home this sat...triple cool...man its going too be really good to have a back in singapore so that i dont have to worry for her soo much cuz if i wanna see her i could just pop by her house and say hello!!!.....hahahaha...yeah and 2morow im going over there to help my uncle clean the house for her and im going to clean like i've nvr clean before...once again i got say thanks 2 god for making her still alive and better now and to all those who help me prayed for her...i really just hope that she lives long enough 2 see me grow up into the person she taught me 2 be...yeah so before i go all emo and stuff im signing off the...

SEE YA PPL AND
I HOPE YOU'VE HAVING A GOOD WEEK LIKE I AM

2007-07-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

2day days post is a mix feeling one...one part i am damn angry and piss off while the other is a really happy one...now we start with the bitter one...2day my own flesh and blood betrayed me and i am really very2 angry with that person,lucky that my mother was there if not i guess i would have started 2 have punch and beat up the person...i dont know why my mother is still trying to reason with the person even after i reason with that person JUST 2 DAYS AGO!!!...it really makes me mad when that person doesnt has any respect for me or my parents....and cant even spare me 2 mins to talk...but can travel 2hr just to give a bloody damn ticket to a friend at her house some more....man i really dont like bad mouthing my own family members but this person has really gone 2 far...may GOD punish that person with a fitting punishment and may he learn his lesson from that....

but on the brighter side of things yester day with the 22months of me knowing Aqidah and i got to say that im still very happy with her and have not regrets what so ever...she been always there for me and nvr fail to make me smile...i know that sometimes we dont agree with everything but i can see that ur trying 2 get along with me so i love yo very much for that...may our dreams and goals comes true and not matter what happens in the future,i've always have loved you with all my heart....

2007-07-07T01:24:00.000+08:00

Hey,its really been awhile since i update...yeah well got nothing much to update about really...just the usual stuff ah so you can say that sch has been boring...oh just that im performing with bedok north this sunday at botanic garden...been awhile since i went 2 botanic garden...the last time i went was in pri 6 i guess,man that was 6 years ago...when my face was still pimple free and still the care free sprite that i am 2day...hahahaha...yeah so got band pratice 2morow at bedok north and my junior just told me that combine practice starts at 8 2morow and damn im really lazy 2 wake up early on the weekend...hahahaha...oh and im really2 disappointed that Torres went to Liverpool but i will still be a fan of him but the good news is that Man Utd is buying Tevez...YES AH BABY!!!!...cool man with tevez Man Utd are just goona get stronger man...with the addition of Nani,Anderson,Hargreaves and now Tevez the another treble next season is more likely...hahahha...yeah so 2morows gonna be the 7 of july and in 4 days time its going 2 be 22months since i know Aqidah and 3days after that our 4 months 2gether...im really glad 2 be with her and i really dont regret anything with her cuz i love her 2 bits!!!!...oh and im wearing something green 2 band practice for live earth day man...SAVE OUR HOME PLANET!!!!!!...

2007-06-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

Hey...been wanting to update sooner but was busy ah...(and lazy abit)...hahahaha...yeah,so i joined this largest human made flag thing for national day and its like where a record number of ppl stand in formation of a square and each of us will be holding an umbrella and we'll be making the singapore flag out of this...and i hope i get the red part...hahahaha...yup and got the rehearsal on sat at the padang so im guessing its gonna be fun...hahahaha...yeah and i also join bedok north band to perform at botanic garden i think...didnt want at first but eric convinced me...got back all my term test papers and even thou i failed 2 papers out of 5, i can still say is that i did better then i've been doing cuz all the fasil is by 1 or 2 marks but the passes are quite good...yeah so it was ok ah...nothing much more to add so im going off see ya ppl!!!!

2007-06-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

Hey...so nothing much been happing the past few day since i last updated...yeah other then me falling sick and getting a high fever on wed night and thur morning...yup damn and that was really bad man...my body was soo weak it was hard to get up and my head felt like it was being crush and on fire cuz my body temp was damn high man...lucky im feeling better right now so ok ah...oh yeah and 2day aqidah went to her dental appointment for her braces...she has to wait for the review by december so she noe still not wearing braces...if you ask me i dont think she needs any cuz she looks beautiful just the way she is...

2007-06-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

So the jurong bird park thing was ok ah...just played all the song and ppl just stare at us...oh but the only good part was when mr tan(our conductor) let a 11 year old boy(i think?) to conduct us for Just the way you are...the thing went well ah and this confirms one thing...we dont look at the conductor while we play...hahahaha....yeah then almost at the end of the performance it started 2 rain so our free and easy was cut short...we couldnt go very far either cuz of the rain...but we did get to see a few things ah...so i guess it was ok...yeah so this week i got about 3 project 2 do and man are my hands full...2day was suppose 2 have a french meeting but the ppl couldnt make it so i spent like 1hr+ in the library doing nothing...yeah so the make up is 2morow at9 and i got a uo meeting at 10 and a et meeting after that...man im going be sooo lost by the time i get 2 the uo meeting...yeah but the sad thing is that for this whole week i wont be able 2 see aqidah...yeah well that just damn 2 bad....oh and i skip the subcom interview 2day...man i really just lazy 2 go man...with all the things im having i dont think i can cope with all this mess man...yeah so i better drop the subcom thing before it effects my studies....man i feel so down man......oh and i change the song of my blog to fallout boys "the takes over,the breaks over"....its a damn cool song so enjoy ppl!!!!....

2007-06-16T00:46:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...just got back from band camp 2day and it was ok ah,just that im a little bit worn out...yeah so i got this performance at jurong bard park 2morow at 2pm and i got 2 leave early cuz i need 2 be in sch about 10 am...yeah and i need to got out earlier cuz lunch is not provided and the food there is ex man so im planning to buy from outside then bring it along...so nothing to much to blog really so i leave you all the survey and this one is about ur childhood..so enjoy ppl and maybe you'll find out what went wrong in my childhood that made me end up this way...hahahahaha....

1. Are you a child of the 70s, 80s, or
90s?
;80s

2. Where were you born?
;Singapore General Hospital,Singapore

4. Did you enjoy your childhood?
;yeah i do really

5. When you were a kid, what did you
want to be?
;a policeman....(dont laugh ppl!!!)

6. What do you want to be now?
;a chemical enginnerer? cuz its my course

7. Were you a fun little kid?
;yeah you bet...

8. What was your first best friend's
names?
;Nezwan,kirin,shaheer,ashik

9. Are they still your friend?
;yeah we do see each other from time to time

10. Can you name all the schools you
ever attended?
;pap, eunos pri, bedok north sec,temasek poly(current)

11. Were you closer to your mom or dad
as a kid
;both

12. What was the first record, tape or
CD you remember buying?
;erm the muffets

13. How old is a good age to have kids?
; 30?

14. Are you scared of anything?
;yeah i am

15. What was your favorite class in
elementary school?
;scinece

16. Did you buy school lunch or bring
your own?
;buy

17. Broken any bones or had any freaky
accidents as a kid?
;yeah loads of them..hahahaha

18. Were you a mean kid?
;nope

19. Monopoly?
;leisure

20. Did you play house or pretend to
be a super hero?
;superhero

21. Seriously, are you still just a
kid at heart?
;hahahaha...my friends would say yes so i guess so ah...hhahahahaa

2007-06-14T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone reading...hahahaha...ok Aqidah ask me 2 start 2days post like that...hahahaha...right dear???...so 2day went to jurong island with my class...didnt had a good day really cuz when we reach there found out that my name on the list so i wasnt given a pass so i had 2 wait at the check point while my class and another class waited in the bus for me about 20 mins+...yeah so the trip was ok ah nothing much ah cuz we just was the plants from inside the bus so it was a little dry....yeah so then come home around 6++...then wait and pray for maghrib then went to the starhub shop at TM to get my sim card change cuz there was something wrong with it ah...the bad thing is that all my contact cant be transfer to the new sim card so just now i had to transfer all the numbers from my old k700i phone...but the good news is that my plan has already finish and i can upgrade it so that means a new phone man...yes ah baby!!!!1...hahahaha...yeah im planing to buy the sony k850...maybe this sunday ah...yeah so 2morow i got band camp and its also our 3rd month eh...hahahahaha...wah its really a nice feeling eh...hahahahaha...yeah well got to go so update later when i come home from camp....

2007-06-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

Ok im back from Malaysia and im now safely at home...ok so yesterday was a damn tiring day man...so woke in the moring at around 11+( spend the whole of last night playing ps2 with my bro lah)...hahahaha...yeah then had breakfast and then went to the hospital there to see my aunt ex-husband who has diabeties,then to the cemetery to see my another aunt who just pass away last week...yeah then went for lunch and then shopping...got this cool shirt for only S$12,and guess what its blue...hahahaha...yeah then went to this place called Petaling Street where i got myself a new bag...double cool...yeah then went for dinner before going shopping again at this place uptown...now thats where i got something for Aqidah, but it was not the thing i planed to buy ofr her but its ok lah(dear im not going to tell you what i originally want to buy so dont bother asking me eh)....hahahaha...yeah then by the time we reach my aunts house it was about 2am+...so then went to sleep...woke up around 9++ cuz our bus was leaving at 11 and by the time i reach home its was about 6+ but i still went to band...then it was after band that i gave Aqidah the gift and im really glad she likes it...hahahaha...yeah now maybe 2morow i got to go bedok to buy a long sleeve shirt for sat preformance at jurong bird park...yeah so thats all ah see ya...

2007-06-10T02:47:00.001+08:00

Hey term test is well and finally over man...yes ah now i can just enjoy my break...anyway im now blogging in Malaysia...at my aunt house in Shah Alan again to visit my grandmother and shes getting better since the last time i saw her...Alhamdulila....yeah so i'll be here till monday and be back in Singapore by monday afternoon...yup and im really missing Aqidah right now...hope shes doing fine and i want to tell her that im thinking about her right now and hope she had a gd day at work...yeah so i cant wait to come back home 2 hear her voice again...yeah so i got a band camp on the 14 and 15 of june and a performance at jurong bird park on the 16...man and its our 3rd month on the 14...2 bad we can go out on that day...so yup thats all then...

2007-05-26T18:23:00.000+08:00

Today is Aqidah's birthday!!!!...wanna wish her a very happy birthday eh...may she have a gd day 2day and i hope she likes her present...hahahaha...yeah so i hope i made you as happy as you made me on my birthday dear...hahahaha...so in two weeks time is the term test and im really not going to screw its one up so im really going to study very hard man...yup then i got a 2 week holiday,kinda go some plans but see how things goes ah...cuz most prob i'll be heading to Malaysia for about 5 day so see my grandmother...hahahaha...oh then theres also the outing with dauntless ppl and also the band camp...so i'll be quite busy ah but i'll try my best to update as soon as i can...so signing out!!!!!....

2007-05-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...nothing much to report ah...oh just that im now really having fun in band now that i got ppl who i can call friends...hahahaha...cool man...more ppl to crap and irritate eh...hahahaha...yeah oh and Aqidah birthday is this sat eh!!!!...hahahaha....so fast her birthday eh i can wait eh but 2 bad i cant celebrate with her on sat itself...hahahaha...alah nvrmind ah...hahahaha...cool!!!!...

2007-05-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hey today i had a great day man...hahahaha...got to do the thing that i,ve been waiting for a long time eh...and that was to watch spiderman 3 with aqidah somemore...hahahaha...and damn the show is damn cool man...hahahaha...cant wait for spiderman 4...anyway im blogging with a heavy heart heart 2day...cuz in one hand you have a friend's happiness and in the other you got ur friend's future...which will you choose??...anyway what ever happens i hope i happens for the best eh...oh yeah on the brigher note is that i talk to my grandmother a fe days ago and she now dont need to use the wheelchair and can now use the walking frame...ALLHAMDULILA...really thank god eh...i hope shes getting better soon eh cuz i really want her to come home soon...

2007-05-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the 20th month of me knowing Aqidah and even thou i didnt get to be with her the whole day and i only saw her for awhile(ah you can not suprise me)...hahahaha...the day was very special for me...cuz i really treasure all the time i share with her and i appreciate all the things you done for me dear...yeah oh yeah and i got a new phone...i crack my k700i screen and i cant see the first 3 lines of the sms, i would rather just continue using eh cuz in 3months times i can renew my line...yeah so the phone is a nokia 6070...and i really hate the phone ah but i guess i just got to get use to it ah...i dont feel 2 gd 2day but looks like its gonna get better cuz i jsut got a reply from Aqidah...hahahaha...yeah so im signing out to sms my dearest so CYA!!!....

2007-05-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hey man...we lost the amazing race,we screw up at 2 station...man feel so disappointed after the thing but i lighten up after that cuz i had band and its was tune in and Aqidah was there and so were a few ppl i know the so the thing was ok but i guess that the year one would find the band boring ah...yeah then when back of cos went back with Aqidah...yup so during the weekend nothing much happen so nothing much to update ah...yeah oh and i wanna say a big thank you to my dear friend how i treat like my very own sister Asmah...thanks alot eh for ll the things you've done for me too cuz seriously i look up to you eh and your like always a reason for me to do better then what i can but im always too playful eh...hahahaha...i know i irritate you so much but at least it leaves a smile on ur face and thats what i like seeing most and that is seeing my friend's face smilling eh...hahahahaha...wanna wish you all the best with ur studies and i know you're going to be very successfully cuz you really deserve it eh...hahahaha...anyway hope to see you very soon eh...cuz i starting to miss my sister...

2007-05-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

yeah 2day i got my free movie ticket!!!!...yes ah baby...hahahaha...thats the good news but the bad news is that Man Utd lost to Milan but unlike some sore loser im going to say that the better team won last night... yeah well maybe next year Man Utd will win it...yeah ok so back to my life last tuesday Dauntless, Majestic and Liberty went out to celebrate Farid's Birthday...and boy did we have fun,and we also took alot of pics(to see them you got to see me friendster)...yeah then 2morow damn eh cuz im involve in the TP amazing race and 2morow got the band tune in,thats where the first year will have their first taste of TP band and i got 3 ppl i know coming and Aqidah is one of them..hahahaha...yeah so most likely i'll be coming to band late...yup so i can wait for 2morow...yeah then its a four member race around TP and theres one part where one member has to swim and whos gonna do it?...me eh...hahahaha..i just hope i can do it and dont let my team down...yeah of and the ppl in my team are Farid,Faizal, Ming Hong and Me..what a great team right?...hahahaha...just hope we win cuz theres a prize for first place and that is a $250 prize money and we are also representing the ASC so theres motivation for us to do well..hahahahaha...yeah so we'll just see how things goes 2morow...yeah so to end things off i'll do the qns thing again...hahahahaha...

Name 3 things in your purse/bag/pocket.
- notes
- handphone
- house keys

Name 3 things you do when you're really
stressed.
- switch off my brian
- listen to music
- talk to Aqidah

Name 3 favorite places to shop.
- TM
- Bugis
- Orchid road

Name 3 favorite fruits:
- watermelon
- grape
- banana

THE WHOS

Who is in the house with you?
- the whole family

Who are you thinking about right now?
- Aqidah

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
- Aqidah

Whose birthday is next?
- Irene on the 7 of may

Who do you wish you were with right
now?
- Aqidah(wah alot of time ur name come out ah?)...hahahahaha

Who did u sms last?
- Aqidah(again!) hahahhah

Where do you live?
- ubi(which is better then hougang)

Where is your phone?
- in my room,on my comfy bed

Where do you sleep?
- my room

Where did you get the shirt
you're wearing?
- erm not sure

Where is the last place you took a
ride to?:
- from sch to home(with Aqidah =D)

Where in your house are you?
- in the spare room

THE WHATS

What was the last thing you ate?
- rice and chicken

What color shirt are you wearing?
- white

What is the closest item near you that
is blue?
- the house phone

What is your favorite color?
- Red!!!!

What kind of surgery have you had?
-none,thank god

What do you wear more jeans or shorts?
- jeans

What is the last movie you watched?
- pirates 2

What song do you currently hear?
- fall out boy songs

What was your dream last night?
- didnt have

THE WHENS

When did you start school?
- nursery

When is your birthday?
- 23 April, not too long ago

When did you last go to the mall?
- erm last tuesday

When was the last time you bought a
pair of jeans?
- in march

When did you last burn a candle?
- erm not sure

When did you last see your dad?
- just now

When did you last see your mom?
- just now

When did you last see your best friend
(s)?
- everyday

CYA!!!

2007-04-29T14:13:00.000+08:00

ok the first week of sch is over and its ok...nothing much happen during that week except for my birthday and and times when i went to sch and go home with Aqidah...yeah and last friday we had like a movie night and my freshmen class won free movie ticket cuz we got the second highest of attendance but the first class won a 3 day 2 night chalet at downtown east and guess whos class that won?...Aqidah's class...hahahahha...its ok lah i prefer the movie ticket anyway, but it was so great of my freshmen class to ask for ticket for me and fang ying(the other OL for the class)...eh so i cant wait for that...oh and another thing i cant wait is that on tuesday dauntless,majestic and liberty ppl are going to eat at bugis soul garden and im sureits going to be great fun....

2007-04-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

HHappy birthday to me, happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to KhairulAnwar Kadri,
happy birthday to me,

Hahahahaha...yesterday was my birthday and i really had a fun day man...to all my friends who wish me a birthday i really wanna say thanks to you all and i greatly appreciate it guys...and to my dearest Girlfriend Aqidah,im really so glad to have you eh,i really am...so i spend the day with her,going out but it was mostly walking around and she got me 2 great present and i love it very much eh...she got me a blue addias jersey adn she made me a book about my life..that is really the most sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me eh and i really am greatful...so once again 2 all those ppl a big thank you for making my birthday a good one...

Learn
50 things about your friends, and let
them learn 50 things about you!
1. How tall are you barefoot?
- 170cm

2. Have you ever smoked?
- nope

3. Do you own a gun?
- nope

4. Do you hate someone right now?
- nope

5. Do you get nervous?
- yup i do

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
- erm..food!!!...hahahaha

7. What's your favorite Christmas
song?
- dont think i have

8. What do you prefer to drink in the
morning?
- anything will do but if i have a long day
i have nescaffe latte

9. Can you do push ups?
- yes i can

10. Is your bathroom clean?
- yup

11.What's your favorite piece of
jewelry?
- my ring

12. Do you like painkillers?
- nope,unless im in pain

13. What is your secret weapon to lure
in the opposite sex?
- erm not sure but i think its my humor

14. Do you own a knife?
- yeah

15. Do you have H.I.V?
- nope

16. Middle Name?
- erm it should be Anwar

17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this
exact moment?
- talk to aqidah,play game or play soccer

18. Name the last 3 things you have
bought lately:
- shirt, and thats all latelly

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
- lemon barley,lime coke and HL milk

20. What time did you wake up today?
- 8am

22. Current worry?
- erm that i will be a failure

23.Current hate?
- erm dont have right now

24. Favorite place to be?
- erm home and sch

25.Least favorite place to be?
- none

26. Where would you like to go?
- to Manchester

27. Do you own slippers?
- yeah

28. What shirt are you wearing?
- a white tshirt

29. are you sick?
- nope

30. Favorite color/s?
- red

31. Would you like to be a pirate?
- yeah in pirate of the Caribbean
(something like Capt Jack Sparrow)

32. Last time you had an alcoholic
drink?
- nvr have and nvr will

33. What songs do you sing in the
shower?
- erm...hahahaha...not sure...hahahahaha

34. What did you fear was going to get
you at night as a child?
- my mum in the moring to wake me up
to go to sch..hahahaha

35.What's in your pocket/s right now?
- nothing

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
- erm the comment faizal made on my friendster

37. Best bed sheets you had as a
child?
- not sure

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
- erm the skin on my chin torn cuz i fell and my mum said they could see my jaw bone

40. How many TVs do you have in your
house?
- one,currently but we're getting a new one soon

41. Who is your loudest friend?
- erm alot really

42.Who is your most silent friend?
- stone, i guess

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
- hahahaha...erm Aqidah but does Girlfriends count?..

44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
- yeah i use to

45. What is your favorite book?
- erm thriller

46. What is your favorite candy?
- anything really

47. What song do/did you want played
at your wedding?
- doesnt really matters

49. What were you doing 12 AM last
night?
- erm smsing Aqidah

50. What was the First thing you did
today? - look for my spec that fell from my bed

2007-04-22T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, im back from week 0...yes ah after the whole thing i was tired but i really had fun man...my class was great,they were a very fun and entu group and im really honoured to be your first mate...hahahahha...and i nvr forget dauntless ppl and all the friends i made during the whole thing...yeah im really glad that i went for this thing yup...so sch starting 2morow and i got to get ready man and this sam im going to be more serious in my studies man cuz im in year 2 already and my GPA has really got to improve man...yup,but on a lighter note its my 18th birthday 2morow!!!!...hahahaha...and its also the first day that me and aqidah will be in the same sch 2gether...hahahaha...like fun eh now going to sch with her...hahahahah...so hope i have a great day 2morow eh but since im going to spend my day with aqidah im sure i will eh...hahahahaha

2007-04-15T14:13:00.000+08:00

ok yesterday spend the whole day at sch decorating the LT and i got to say that ours isnt bad eh...2day was suppose to go out with dauntless to buy some more stuff for the LT and we're making our own T-shirt and even thou i haven't seen the design im sure its gonna look great...hahahaha...yup so 2morow i got to wake up early cuz i got dragon boat for the regatta and damn its 8 50...so that means 2nite i got to sleep early cuz 2morow is gonna be a long day...in 1 more weeks times sch is starting and i got to say that im really not ready for it man...hahahaha...so got week 0 coming up and i really cant wait eh...hahahaha...yeah so i hope that my class would be a great class and i hope to get to at least see aqidah during week 0....thats all for 2day and i leave you 2day with another survey....hahahahahaha....

Single or Taken:
- taken

Happy about that:
- yup,very...hahahaha

Siblings:
- one younger bro and sis

Eye color:
- dark brown

Shoe size:
- 8 or 9

Height:
- 170cm

What are you wearing right now:
-bermudas and a tshirt

Best place to go for a date:
- for me anywhere really

FAVORITES

Kind of pants:
-erm not really sure

Number:
-3

animals:
-cats and not dinosaur(rightaqidah =D)

::Drink:
-lemon barley

Sport:
-soccer

Month:
-april...the month i was born

Juice:
-mango

Favorite cartoon character:
-spongebob

_______________________________________

Have You Ever. . .

Given anyone a bath?
- nope

Bungee Jumped?
- nope but i hope to do so one day

Made yourself throw-up?
- erm i dont think so

Gone skinny dipping?
- nope

Eaten a dog?
- nope

Loved someone so much it made you cry?
- erm....not sure...

Broken a bone?
- nope

Played truth or dare?
- yeah

Been in a sauna?
- nope

Been in a hot tub?
- nope

Swam in the ocean?
- nope

Fallen asleep in school?
- yeah

Ran away?
- nope

Broken someone's heart?
- yup

Cried when someone died?
- yeah

Cried in school?
- dont think so

Fell off your chair?
- hahahaha...yup

Sat by the phone all night waiting
for someone to call?
- nope ill be asleep half an hour after waiting

Saved IM conversations?
- nope

Saved e-mails?
- yeah

Made out with JUST a friend?
- nope

Used someone?
- erm i guess so
_______________________________________

What is

Your good luck charm?
- not so sure but i guess i dont have one

New fav. song?
- songs from FOB new album

Last thing you ate?
- chocolate

What kind of shampoo/conditioner do
you use?
- cool
______________________________________

Ever Had. . .

Chicken pox:
- yup

Sore Throat:
- yup

Broken nose:
- nope

A boy/girl Falling For You so Badly:
- not so sure (but i sure hope there was one)...hahahahaha
_______________________________________

Do You

Believe in love at first sight?
- yeah

Long distance relationship?
- erm i could try

Like school?
- sometimes

Who was the last person that called
you?
- Aqidah

Who was the last person you slow
danced with?
- none and i dont think i can dance

Who makes you smile the most?
- Aqidah

Who knows you the best?
- erm should be my mother and aqidah would be second
_______________________________________

Do you like filling these out:
- ok i guess

Do you like yourself:
- yeah

Do you get along with your family?
- not some of the times
_______________________________________

Are You

Obsessive Compulsive?
- nope

Suicidal?
- nope

Final Questions:

Do you even believe in love?
- yeah

Hated someone in your family?
- nope

What car/truck do you wish to have?
- alot but im eyeing the Mazda RX-8

Where do you want to get married?
- its doesnt really matters

Good driver?
- i hope so

Good Singer?
- erm i think so

Have a lava lamp?
- nope but hope to have one...

2007-04-11T17:27:00.000+08:00

ok 2day stared out great cuz Man Utd thrash Roma 7-1...yes ah baby!!!!!...(qidah like it when i say that)...hahahaha....yeah and while watching the match i had her for company so it was great...yup...then woke up around 1 30 pm,had to make my way home cuz i as sleeping at my uncle's place...so when home eat,did some chorus,read the paper then when oline ah...now talking to aqidah and she showing me pictures of her...and its all sooo cute eh...hahahahah....yup and 2day is the 19 month and damn its feel so fast eh...hahahaha...and in 3 more day its our first month!!!!....hahahahaha....im going to be busy the coming weeks cuz got the week 0 and the starting of sch coming and there is alot of work to be done...ok to end it off im doing this qns thing again....

1. How do you go to school?
- bus.

2. What time do you usually arrive in
school?
- 8.56am.

3. What school do you go to?
- Temasek Poly.
science sch

4. Do you live near or far from your
school?
- erm not so near but ok lah.

5. How much is your tuition fee?
- dont take tuition

6. How much is your monthly allowance ?
- 20 buck a week

7. Favorite subject/s:
- Organic Chem(for now ah)hahahaha

8. Favorite teacher:
- erm from sec sch alot but now dont have eh

9. Favorite classmates?:
- erm the sexy six...hahahahha

10. Favorite sport
- soocer(what have)

11. Favorite hang-out after school?
- home or the street soccer court.

12. Favorite event held in school?
- erm in sec sch sports day.

14.Where do you usually eat in school?
- canteen.

15. You eat alone or with friends?
- friends.

16. What do you do during breaks?
- eat & chat

17. Are you engaged in any sport in
your schooL?
- soccer with friends.

18. What time do you usually go home?
- depends on what time my classes end but i end at 9 during band days.

19. Do you go home alone?
- erm nest sem i dont think so.

20. You think schooling is easy?
- ok lah, im just getting along.

21. Do you like your uniform?
- poly dont have.

22. What makes your school beautiful?
- erm the plants.

23. Are you happy in school?
- yeah you can say so.

CYA!!!!!

2007-04-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

Had a very busy few weeks cuz i had a band concert then a 3day camp OTC straight after that,a one day rest then work at expo for a whole week...had fun for all three events and i made alot of new friends there...yup so this is what happen...

30march; concert:
start the day ok...woke up early,got dress,had to wear black cuz thats what the camp ppl told me to wear for camp later that day...then went to my mak ngah house to collect the cam...when i got the cam remember that i forgot to bring a form for camp...so had to call haziq and sent it to me...got to sch,the band room wasnt open,so had to wait for the key...once open put my stuff in then went to rehearsal...then at 5 pm had to change to concert wear...i got to admit that i like wearing those clothes cuz its nice...the only let down was that the tie was pink...hahahaha...so went to perform and i made afew mistake but overall it was ok...Aqidah was in the crowd and so was asmah,some of my joniors,yong lin,some of my friends...so for those who came i thank you sooo much for coming....got flowers from asmah and aqidah but sad eh the flowers die cuz i had camp after concert.....

30march-1april;camp OTC:
went to camp at night and had to go TCC which was at the other end of the sch and me and my friend Jufrey had to walk all the way there with all our camy stuff...got the same group as him and we're in Dauntless(meaning as fearless) and found out that Farid my LT head and his was Capt Balbosa,then we all had nicknames for ourself and mine was Luffy the guy from one peice....yeah and i cant wait for week 0...

3-9april;work with times:
yeah work with time agian and agian i was give IC but this time it was for non-fic...was surprise at first but then i found out the reason why...the pallets there for non-fic was all mix up with children and fic...and with only 5 ppl in my group the work load was very heavy as we were like doing two ppl jobs...man,but the last day was fun,the guys were planing to celebrate haris birthday cuz it was on the 16v of april so they bought a cake,flour and eggs...they then wrap him up with string wrap and pour flour and hit eggs on him,the also hit taufik cuz his birthday was on the 26...lucky i did kena sabo cuz i was hepling the boss out...hahahaha...so we had cake and the guys played soccer in the expo hall...it was really a great surface to play on and boy we all play gd football...then took picture and said our gdbyes.....

i really had fun but i really miss aqidah eh...hahahahaha...ihoped she had just as much fun as i did during my busy week....

2007-04-02T13:56:00.000+08:00

this is the song for just the way you are...its quite nice really and i kinda like the lyrics man...

Don't go changing, to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are

Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care

I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.

I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you.

I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are.

2007-04-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

I just got back from 2day and i got alot to update but im tired so i just gonna do this for the first time...

1.ARE YOU OVER 18?
; not yet but going to be in a few weeks time

2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR
CELLPHONE?
; a picture of the strokes, been wanting to change it but dont know what to use

3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
; ok ah got 6hrs of sleep at camp

4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS
MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
;Aqidah(its like everymorning really) =D...and do i have to wake up? =P

5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE ON UR BED?
; 2 pillows and my ring beside my bed

6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP MEAL?
; nope...i got to eat ah...hahahaha

7. GRILLED OR FRIED?
; both can

8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
; erm im not to sure really but if i have to say someth9ing it would be....(fill in urself ah cuz if i say later you think im bragging)...hahahahaha

9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
; nope

10. FAVOURITE MOVIE/S?
; saw1,2,3...spiderman 1,2...the matrix 1 and some others i cant remember now

11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
; a purpose 2 live,sports and the love of my life

12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1
THOUSAND DOLLARS?
; a playstation

13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN U R SLEEPY?
; it ends tonight

14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
; erm not so sure ah but i know got something ah....

15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
; both but maybe abit more of a giver...

16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
; kad, khai, and just recently luffy

17. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME?
; he doesnt have a middle name...

18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
; its been awhile since i saw one...

19. IF YOU WERE INVISIBLE FOR A DAY,
WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
;

20. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD
HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE REST
OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
; chicken rice

21.FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
; alot...esp the football ones...

22. HOW LONG HAVE YOU LIKE HER/HIM?
; erm one year plus...

23. THINGS YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
; erm all my stuff really...im abit sentimental....

24. YOUR EYE COLOR?
; erm in the light its light brown i guess...

25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS
BRING?
; handphone,keys to my grands place,waller and now my ring...

26. WHO'S ON UR MIND RIGHT NOW?
; Aqidah...smsing her right now...

27. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET AND THE
DESIGN?
; erm...orange,blue,green...the design is something like autumn season

29. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET?
; erm solskjear...fav. player of all time

30. HOW'S LIFE TODAY?
; ok lah...

2007-03-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

Today was an okay day..went to band 2day,my main purpose was to tell ppl to go to my concert this friday and i guess maybe about 5 ppl would go...hahahaha...i dont want it to be where by the end of the concert i'll be so lonely as nobody i know i come...anyway the band is getting better i guess,could do a little better ah...and i also found out their SYF date and its on 12th April in the afternoon...during my first and last SYF it was on the 13th April and it was on the morning and it was a great experience man...i tell you the whole band didnt really expected us to get a gold but we really did put in lots and los of effort in it man...so back to 2day,yeah had 2 wake up at 10 to meet Qinghui,Victor and Eric but guess what i was late(eh like somebody i know whos always late eh =D )...hahahaha....yeah being sleeping late at night again and like always spend the night awake talking to Aqidah on the phone...yeah last night was fun as i got someone to teach me Chinese...hahahaha...yeah and i like talking to her on the phone cuz i get to know more about her and i get to hear her voice and laughter,yeah its very cute ah her laughter...hahahaha...yup got to know more about her the last few days as we talk about our childhood and stuff and man that was very fun too as we spend most of the time laughing at ourself for the silly things we did as kids...hahahaha...yeah i really like the way things are going right now so i hope it stays this way...hahahaha...yeah so whats all i have to update, so hope to see you at my concert....

2007-03-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

Today i had a great start to the day cuz last night i dreamt of Aqidah,later went online chatted with her and found out that she dreamt of me too...hahahahaha...cool...hahahaha...yeah so the past few days i've been talking on the phone wiht then till about 5 am in the morning...hahahaha...yeah im really having fun since she came into my life...so got my concert coming up in 2 week time...i got alot of work to do cuz i was just recently change to play second for some parts and im feeling abit weird for this concert cuz this is the first time im having a concert without BNSS band...yeah i remember very well the past 2 concert with them...hahahaha...man i sure had fun...yeah well its not just another chapter in my life and i just hope its as fun as the last one...hahahaha...i guess it'll be better got in this "chapter of my life" i got a new leading lady(and how im greatful for that) =D...yeah im really happy...hahahahaha

2007-03-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

hey there...been a very busy week 4 me,yeah but the most important thing is that Aqidah is finally my girlfriend...hahahaha...yeah i ask her on 14 of march...i save the detail 4 some other day...hahahaha...yeah this is just a quick update....got my result back and i only failed 1 subject,ok lah cuz i had a feeling that i was gonna failed 2 paper eh,yeah and i got selected to become a OL, or orientation leader so i'll be like some kind of a mentor to the first year during their week 0, one week before school starts....and my concert is in 2 weeks time so all those who can come pls do...if you want the ticket you got my number right...hahahaha...yeah thats all 4 now...see ya...

2007-03-11T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hey nothing much to update really but i manage to put a song on my blog...nice song right?...its from fall out boy new album and the song is called thriller and i quite like it...hahahaha...yeah got band 2morow and im not really looking forward to it...but im looking forward 2 tuesday cuz im going out...hahahahha...yeah,oh yeah i almost forget my condolences to Asmah cuz her grandfather just died yesterday....i hope shes doing ok...

2007-03-07T18:33:00.000+08:00

Wah so fast wed aready and this is my last day here...2morow i'll be leaving for singapore and back to life in singapore...got loads of stuff to do at home and none of them i feel like doing eh...hahahaha...yeah so 2day was ok 2...woke up at 9+ but when to sleep back,was damn tired dont know why ah...then in the afternoon went to the hospital with my grandmother and my aunt for her to do her senaman...though that i'll be back at night by the senaman only lasted for a hour and by 4 30' we were already on our way home...stop 4 some ice kacang for awhile and then got home around 6+...2night theres champion league football and Man Utd are taking on Lille and they have an advanted to go through as they won the first leg at Lille...yeah so i'll be sleeping early 2night but i'll still be dreams of a star filled sky 2night...

2007-03-06T18:48:00.000+08:00

Damn life is great =D...got news 2day that Aqidah got Biomed at TP...hahahaha...i was like so shock when i found out cuz i was very sure that she was going to get her first choice, some science course at NPY(biomed at TP was her 3rd choice) and out of 12,she only took 2 course from TP...man thats really gd that she's going to the same sch as i do and we can be in 1 band 2...hahahahaha...yeah but theres a bad side to this...i cant look at girls at my sch anymore =( (kidding lah!!!) ...hahahahaha....man she's really gonna kill me...hahahahaha...now i cant wait for sch 2 start(man thats a first)...hahahahaha...

So 2day started out fine, woke up at 9 30,talk to my grandmother 4 a while,go bath then eat...then after lunch went online and then went to my blog and thats when i found out...yeah,the rest of the day was spend doing mostly the same things as yesterday...oh and i bought my ticket home already and i'll be back in singapore around 3 pm...yeah and night is going to be a very stary night for me...

2007-03-05T16:19:00.000+08:00

2day started out ok, woke up around 9+ cuz my aunt had to go to work and i had to check up on my grandmother... im just glad that i can see her again...then around 2 plus when online and chatted with Aqidah and i found out that she went online the same time eh(sweet!!)...hahahahaha...you know the more i think about it the more i think that maybe we are meant for each other,i know its not right to say this kind of things when your only 18+ but im not gonna count my chicken first before they hatch eh so the best way is for us to take it slow,enjoy whatever time we have 2ogether and maybe if its fated then thank god ah =D...yeah now back to 2day,when my aunt came home i went to the shops for awhile just to jalan2,went there on a bicycle and damn malaysia is not a gd place to cycle around...went home go online again and im not talking to Aqidah again...hahahaha...2nite i wont be looking at the stars but rather thinking of a star-filled sky =D...

2007-03-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hey there im in malaysia right now visiting my grandmother 4 a few days so this is waht happen after the last time i updated...

26th fab-1st march:had my exams during this period,i can confidently say that i will surely pass 2 paper the other 2 is not so sure and i got a feeling that im going to take at least 1 sub-paper eh(man im dead)...

1st march:after the paper i went out with Aqidah to marine parade and i really had fun eh even thou there were not much things to do there,so basically we both just walk around the mall,oh and i bought fall out boy's new cd and its really gd man...after we went tamp and and reach hougang station, we decided to walk to her house,and on the way i'd almost fell eh and someone(erm2) scream eh and tried to catch me(man that is just so sweet of her =D )...hahahaha...yeah i really had fun then...

2nd march:nothing much happen that day but me and her talk on the phone from 12 am till 5 am...
3rd march:got my stuff ready and prepared for the big match(liverpool vs. Man Utd), i got to admit the Man Utd didnt deserve the win but as a Man Utd fan i shouldn't complain and this year is Man Utd year and we're going to win the treble!!!!...hahahahaha...

4th march: Had 2 wake up like 6 am in the morning and my family and i left about 7 am to go to lakin(a bus station at johor), got there bought the bus ticket and at 10 30 i was on my way to my aunts house at shah alam alone as my family only came to sent me off and buy tickets to go nexts week during the holiday...the ride was about 5hrs long and by 3 pm i was already at shah alam...reach my anuts house,makan,saw my grandmother then went online where i chatted with Aqidah and 2day she was very stubborn eh...hahahaha...yeah my grandmother is getting better from her stroke and it looks like she can move her right side of her body and she can remember now, now to all those ppl who help me say a prayer 4 her i thank you all from the bottom of my heart and may Allah panjangkan lah hidup and may you live a health life...

Tonight and for all the night im in malaysia im going to look at the stars before i sleep so that i would be doing the same thing as someone very special to me will be doing...

2007-02-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

There was blood drive donated 2day and i went for it and its nice to doing it again eh knowing that im helping someone out there how really need my blood...oh yeah and i finally found out what my blood type is, its B+...yup, sch been ok ah ,got a test 2morow and i've not started studying yet, man im so dead...wah only got 3 more weeks to sch left and during the holidays i bet im going to be very busy with band and stuff...yeah planning to get a job also...

Anyway found out last night that my grandmother how now in malaysia yesterday had stroke and im really worry about her eh...its bad enough shes just got stroke and she still over there makes me even scare...i've nvr seen someone close to me die before and i really hope this will still stay cuz i dont really want to loss her...she took care of me as long as i can remember and i feel very attach to her...and i am who i am right now cuz of her and my mother, she has taught me so many things on how to be a good person, son, brother and muslim...without her in my life i just dont know what to do,and im really scare of it that until every night that i sleep over her place i would wake up around 3am+ just to see if she was still breathing and then can i sleep ...and if i could give her my life so that she could life on i would have done so in a heart beat...and i dont wanna her to go just yet i want to show her i can be who the person she taught me to be...so i hope to all the people who read this pls sent a silent prayer just as im doing now to her in hope that she lives a long life and she recovers from her stroke...thanks as it really means alot to me....

2007-02-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hey..in a few weeks time i'll be having my main exam eh and im like feeling its so fast eh...and after that my year one in poly also comes to an end eh and im already year 2...then before i know it i'll be finishing my year 3 and i got to go to ns already...man it feels so fast eh...oh im getting to like the tp band eh as im now mixing with the ppl there more eh...but tp band will nvr have the same feeling as bnss band eh...anyway tp band having a concert on the 29 of march and i got to say im looking foward for it...i now smsing Aqidah and she is so sweet eh...hahahahahaha

2007-01-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

Hey i got this from my mail and it kinda says about your personality 1. By Name, 2. By Month, 3. By Date , 4. By Signing Style and this is how mine goes....

1. By Name
Does your name begin with: K?
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be
attractive by many. You are a good friend.

2. By Month
APRIL
*Active and dynamic *Decisive and haste but tends to regret *Attractive and affectionate to oneself *Strong mentality *Loves attention *Diplomatic *Consoling *Friendly and solves people's problems *Brave and fearless *Adventurous *Loving and caring *Suave and generous *Emotional *Revengeful *Aggressive *Hasty *Good memory *Moving *Motivate oneself and the others *Sickness usually of the head and chest *Easily get too jealous.

3. By Date
Silver

April 21st - April 30th

SILVER
You are imaginative and shy, but you like trying new things. You like to challenge yourself. You learn things easily, and like "Hard to get". Your love life is normally hard and confusing.

4. By Signing Style

NO UNDERLINES OR DOTS BELOW THE SIGN
These persons enjoy their life in their own way, never pay attention to others views. These are considered to be good natured but are selfish too.

I dont quite believe i such things but i do see some of my personality in this and im not just saying only the good ones...now to say if it really reflect me is up to you to judge....till then take care...

2007-01-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hey...yesterday was the muse concert, didnt go, but heard it was not so good...heard the band was late and it wasnt 2hrs...man lucky didnt get to go....2morow open house and aqidah is coming!!!...yes man...but got to play 4 band also so can be a guide 4 only 2hrs+...hahahahaha....anyway i still know im going to have fun eh....hahahahaha

2007-01-02T15:31:00.001+08:00

Hey...i just got back from malaysia yesterday and the trip was fine, this time i got to buy some stuff(a few shirt and a new york yanke cap)...yeah was there 4 2days just to celebrate hari raya haji over there with my grandmother and it was fun ah as basiclly the whole family was there...ate so much food,played the playstation till late at night and watching the man utd game the whole family was fun...but sch is about to open again and damn im not ready 4 it...hahahahaha...yeah sch starting 2morow and wed is the day with the longest sch hours then there thurs and fri where on both days end not later then 1..man what a day to start the year...hahahahaha...yeah i meet this girl from johor tzyy jiun who tag on my blog...a shout out to her: hey hope you have a gd year and talk to you soon...so got to get ready 4 sch and the result of my term test(hope i do well eh)...hahahahahaha...yeah so thats all...

2006-12-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hey thought of changing my blogskin and as it turn out its red again...hey i cant help it, its just my favourate colour....so 2morow leaving 4 malaysia again 2 see my grandmother...cant wait really =D but im going to leave with a heavy heart...ah but its only 2 days..be back on mon...ok got to go see ya....

2006-12-18T17:24:00.000+08:00

Hey...firstly i wanna say sorry cuz its really been a long2 time since i updated eh...hahahahaha...yeah well alot has happen in that period of time...there was the kl trip and i,ve already made friends with the trumpet in TP and they are a fuuny bunch eh...hahahahaha...so i got to go malaysia(yes!!!)...and i it was ok ah,not to bad...but i dint get to buy something i had in mind there...so i guess i'll be buying it in singapore....anyway got news that neeraj broke him nose...man, poor guy, hope you get well soon bro...and 4 those who do not know neeraj, hes a guy i meet at work at times and a damn pain in the neck(hahahaha...so am i right bro =D) but yet hes a friend you can always count on and nvr fail to give his best during work...a great fellow really...yup oh and i got to go out with aqidah before i went to malaysia and damn did i had fun...its so fun being with her eh...hahahahahaha...yeah well i would have posted the kl pics but dont have so much time so till then ah...and this time i try not to wait soooooo long to update...oh ya almost forgot its been 15 months+ since i met aqidah so i just wanna say 2 her happy belated 15 month and i just want her to know im so glad that i have her in my life and she really means so much to me...ok then signing out: KhairulAnwar Kadri

2006-11-04T04:23:00.000+08:00

Hey damn been a long time sinces i updated...well so far now all i can say is that life is ok,school's ok 2...bought the new albums by the strokes and the killers and they have a few good songs...oh ya and i dont think i can go 4 the malaysia trip...cuz its no the term test week...yeah well too bad 4 me then...ok im getting to know my section at tp better but damn i know only a few of their names...hahahahaha....ok 4 now thats all i have to update...

2006-09-28T03:33:00.000+08:00

hey...man the movie the treminal is damn nice man...just finish watching it...and i got 2 say i do agree with what the movie is trying 2 say, and that is everyone is waiting 4 something...4 me presonally i think im just waiting 4 something increble 2 happen in my life...what it is im not so sure...but when i see it, i'll surely know it...ok so back to the real world...an update on my life,erm i took my sub paper already,yesterday,and i joined tp band on monday...hope i pass my paper...cuz i bearly studied 4 it..hahahaha...then band,the ppl in know who are in band find it very boring...4 me,im not to sure cuz i've not been long enought to really say anything...being there i thought i would feel like im back in bnss,reliving all those 4 year where i had my fair share of bittersweet moments...but i was wrong cuz this time its different...this time im not surounded by ppl i care about,ppl who i regard like my family..its just not the same feeling...in bnss in combind, when i look 2 my right, i see my section,Asmah and Eric,my bro and sis(funny, ones chinese and the other just weird)...hahahhaha...sorry asmah...the juniors, like my younger sibling,i dont know i believe that the juniors are like a mirrors of me,asmah and eric,and that what ever we do and how we act reflects and shows on them(maybe i've should act better in front of them)...hahahahaha...hey but thats me, and im just trying to be me....to my left i got Zubaidah who is one of the best and closes friend i ever had...she was alway there for me,when i needed someone 2 talk 2 about things i dont talk to other ppl about like my realationship and boy did i need some hepl 4 that...she always knew when i was sad even thou i didnt show it...to the back we the percussion section, the most care frre and funny bunch of ppl i've ever meet...hanging wiht these guys would brighten up any one's day...then to the front we have nadhira,there was a time when i...erm come to think of it i am always behind her ah...hahahaha...man...well all i got to say is that i once care about her...but now i've got someone else who i care the same much if not more...yeah thats was how it was last time...but life goes on i guess and so do i...yeah i miss those days but i guess the future holds just as much ups and down if not more...hmmmm..............

2006-09-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

Hey...i dont really feel like updating but sinces i got nothing better to do i figure ill kill time...nothing much have been going on in my life...just the same old same old...oh ya but there was this incident that happen last night...there was a couple fighting on my grandmothers block and both of them tried to kill themself...and there was police.fireman,and all those ppl who had noting better to do but to just stand there and stare at the whole thing...so at the end the girl jumps off but she survive as she jump off the 4 levels and was taken to the hospital...the guy didnt jump off cuz he was take down by the police....well that made me feel nothing really...hahahaha...i dont know the last few day i've just been feeling bored and i dont know just not myself...hmmmm guess ill be ok in a few days...well i guess this is all 4 2day then...

2006-09-13T11:14:00.000+08:00

hey beens a long times sinces i updated...was working last week at the booksales at expo again...my third time there...its was quite fun this time around and i got 2 meet new people and i made a few friends there...now im just taking a few days off and hopefully by friday i'll be working again but this time at the branch...hmmmm in a couple of days i'll be getting my result and i really hope i do well and only take 1 sub paper for maths(that i think im taking)...of ya on monday was 1year already....hahahaha....wow time does fly huh....hahahahah...words cant really describe what i wanna say but hey im really greatful too have meet you...but really i got 2 say im quite lucky with my life 2 have some of the ppl in it cuz of them they make me want 2 be a better person and thank god 4 sending them 2 me...haiz....well after my exam i already made a list of things i want to do during my holidays and the most important one was that i wanted 2 compose at least a song and lucky at the bookfair i found a book on writing song on guitar...hahahahaha...and so far i've not started yet...but i've promise myself that i'll get it done by the time the holidays are over(hopefully) ...oh ya all the best to Aqidah whos having her prelims now...hope you'll do well and know i'll be there right beside you ok....yup thats all i got to update....

2006-08-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

Hey...in a few weeks time im having my final yr exam and i havent start studying eh...damn...anyway the past friday was the mt result came out...congrets 2 those who did well and got good grads...but 4 those who dont just dont give up hope ok...and most of all congrets 2 Aqidah 4 getting an A2...told you can do it...hahahahaha...and 4 ppl retaking like clare all the best ok...hahahahaha....nothing much 2 up date really...oh just that that friday was also our 11 month...wow damn it also 1 yr man...time really flies man...hahahaha...=D

2006-08-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hey!...in the space of of 6 days i did the two mst thing that i wanted 2 do...the first one was spending the day with Aqidah =D...last sat Aqidah and me when 2 Asmah's concert at VCH and damn did it bring alot of memory eh...the concert was ok and i got 2 say that TPJC band is not bad...the part i like most is when they played "the merry widow"..and it was nice and abit wired 2 see Asmah perform cuz 4 the past 4 years every time she did i would be somewhere afew seats beside her...anyway i had loads fun spendinding the day with Aqidah eh...meet her at plaza sing at 5++ and sad 2 say i was late...sorry =p...hahahaha...bought 2 new pick(at last!)...then went 4 the concert and we almost got lost...hahahahaha....but in the end we came about 30mins early...saw a few old friends there and it was nice to see them eh...went bachk 2 hougang first 2 sent Aqidah home first and most of the time i kept teasing her about hougang...shes has a damn cute reaction 2 my teasing eh....hahahahaha....

Then 2day i finally fulfill my 16th birthday wish which was 2 donate my blood...it wasnt quite as i expected ah as i left the place not felling at all...and i wasnt painful one bit...anyway im going 4 the next one which is on oct but i not sure of the place....oh ya and this sat Asmah,Eric amd me are going down 2 bnss 2 help the section solve some internal problem i just hope that we can solve it eh...but i know that the only way 4 this 2 ever be solve is by them 2 start steping up and not always count on the senoirs 4 help...cuz frankly i really dont like this kanda triops where i go back 2 band and find that my section is in a total wreck...so i really hope this prob could be settle fast so that the section can improve cuase by looking at the way things are now....damn.....

2006-07-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hey...ok its been 1 week since i last blog and that in my case is an improvement....hahahahaha...ok i've just join this cca,Media & Sciencetific Communication(MSC)which is like a journalist thing...and really its was more of my friends will rather than mine...but its ok lah i think that it might be fun cuz im in the photogapher section...anyway heard that the sch is a having a blood donation coming soon and i cant wait...since my 16's birthday i wanted to donate my blood but i always seems to miss the blood dination drive and this time im pretty sure ill get to do it cuz guess what?...my cca is going 2 cover it....hahahaha...oh yeah and on this coming tues my claas are have a sports thing that everyone has 2 do during csas and of course the guys would be playing soccer...and i hope it will be aganist other classes rather then just us...

In 2 weeks time Asmah is having a concert at vch and im really hoping 2 go...its been a long time sinces i saw the person who i see as a sister and i really miss having her around...maybe after spending about most of ur 4yrs around somebody you kinda feel that somethings missing after you go ur seperate ways....anyway all the best 2 you asmah...and with the concert,it gives me the chance 2 ask Aqidah out again=D...hahahah...really hope she can go eh....pls2
=D

2006-07-09T15:20:00.000+08:00

GIVE ME NOVACAIEN: Greenday

Take away the sensation inside.. bittersweet migraine in my head.. its like a throbbing toothache of the mind.. I cant take this feeling anymore..
Drain the pressure fromt he swelling..this sensations overwhelming..give me a long kiss goodnight and everything will be alright..tell me that I wont feel a thing.. so GIVE ME NOVACAINE
Out of body and out of mind..kiss the demons out of my dreams..I get the funny feeling and thats alright..Jimmy says its better than here..
Drain the pressure from the swelling..this sensations overwhelming.. give me a long kiss goodnight and everything will be alright.. tell me that i wont feel a that I wont feel a thing so GIVE ME NOVACAINE
Drain the pressure from teh swelling..this sensations overwhelming..give me along kiss goodnight and everything will be alright tell me Jimmy i wont feel a thing so give me novacaine

ps:very nice song, check it out....

2006-07-09T14:59:00.000+08:00

Hey...its been a very long2 time since i updated...dont feel like updating now either but since that zaidi said that is was about 2 die i decided what the hell...life is ok,so is school..nothing much had happen much really...missed the musical night cuz i couldnt get the ticket and i just found out that wanye and izzat saw the thing 4 free!!...damn them...watching pirates of the caribbean next week with my friends from tp..and im really looking 4ward 2 that...and another thing im looking 4ward 2 is 2nites world cup final match and i really hope that Italy wins it...

Yesterday i came across my o'levels note book that at the last few pages i had my friends write words of encouragement 2 help me through the o'levels and damn did it brings back a lot of memories...hahahah...i had fun with those guys and im really glad that they wrote in it cuz at least i wont be able 2 forget them as long as i live...swo thanks guys im truely thankful cuz it did give me alot of encouragement and its still is...logging out...
hope i wont take this long 2 update the next one...hahahahaha.....

2006-06-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

23.6.2006
Went out with my pri sch friends 2 have a picnic at east coast beach...it was damn fun ah...meeting up with old friends was nice...we sat around talking about the past and stuff...and damn i forgot 2 bring the class pic...hahaha...then we took pic,eat and went riding around rented bikes...hahaha...it nice 2 still be this close after all this years and we're still in contact...hahaha...hope we get 2 do it again...

24.6.2006
didnt do anything much ah...again i spent the day at my grandmother's place helping around again...hmmm then went home and spent the time getting my things ready 4 sch....

25.6.2006
2day was ok...nothing much happen ah...but she already back...and damn i really miss her man...hahahaha...planning 2 talk 2 her later...damn 2morow's sch and i dont feel like going!!....hahahaha...ok ah at least i get 2 crap with the guys again...hahahaha.....

2006-06-22T13:36:00.000+08:00

Hey...the past few days i've been slepping at my grandmothers place helping out here and there...she ok lah still walking with those walking frame...hmmm,in a few days time schools gonna start and damn i already go used 2 waking up at 12pm...hahaha...oh ya i got ah casa hmwk i got 2 do....damn....but ok lah i get 2 hang out with the guys again...and i damn sure they are gonna have plans 2 go out or something...but the openig of sch also mean that im getting back my result for my term test...i really hope that i didnt do as badly i as i think i did...hahaha...

2006-06-17T04:37:00.001+08:00

Hmmmm...finally i updated after so long...2day i had quite a fun day cuz i went out with Aqidah...hahahaha...meet at Dhoby Ghaut MRT...was suppose 2 meet at 3 50 but i came a way bit early cuz before that i was with my parents going 2 town and since it was a few train stop away i was there early...then stood there waiting 4 them 2 come...overall i had a fun day ah...and i should really get over this feeling of being super nervous in front of the girl i like man cuz if i dont im afraid that if i get into a relationship im gonna screw it up like the last 2...haiz...damn ah...

Anyway my Grandmother is finally back home(thank god man)..really happy cuz she back man..she's now walking with the walking frame...i really hope and pray that her legs get better....hahahahahaha...sorry that my first entry in a long time a kinda sad but that just how life is...it not a bed of rose i guess...so i guess i just have to stay srong and move on...anyway sch not gonna start in like 1 weeks time...so i guess i got plenty of time to cher meself up...anyway i just went out with Aqidah man,i should be very happy...hahahaha....

2006-06-17T04:37:00.000+08:00

2006-06-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hey finally the term test is over and here comes the holiday!!!!!....hahahaha...damn i had a flu yesterday, during the paper somemore, so most of the time i was sneezing my head off during the paper..hahaha...4 the holiday got many things plan man...starting off i may be going 2 johor 2morow with my mum..and somewhere in the holiday im going 2 the movies with the guys watching x3 or something...but the thing i look forward most 2 is that hopefully i get 2 go out with Aqidah again...hahahaha...oh ya just found out that jai is going 2 NS 2morow, finally he can live up 2 the name comando...hahahaha...wishing you all the best dude...damn and mine is like in 2-3 years time, and before i know it im in already...hahahaha...but 4 now that can wait ah...cuz im now currently enjoying my life and treasuring the last few years of my teenage years cuz in 3 years time im 20!!!...hahahaha...so i hope you ppl understand why im so childish some time(ok maybe most of the time)...hahahaha...

ya and P.O.P is in a few days time and the sec 4 this year are passing out..to all of them, Bettina,Jai Xing and Shermaine and clare(even thou you quit,you are still my junior) i wish you all, all the best for the o levels and the future ok...its been fun the past 4 years and i really treasure all the times we had together...and im really proud of you all.............

2006-06-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hey there...hmmm...4 2day it was an ok day ah...started sch at 8 2day(i hate classes at 8)...had a MEB test was ok ah...and 2morow i still need 2 come again...2day was suppose 2 go gym at sch with the guys but cuz of an E.math makeup class had 2 cancel the whole thing...then after class went 2 Farid's house with Dannies,Danial and KH...And damn hes house is nice man...3 stories somemore...hahaha...managed 2 finish all the hmwk i had so now i free!and can slack...hahahaha...next weeks the term test and damn i cant wait till its over...hahaha...

Afew weeks ago i had a testi from Namirah(wonder how is she) asking me 2 use my leadership skill(hahaha...i have meh?) 2 organise something like a class reunion...and asmah just tag saing we saying we should meet up...for the class reunion thing i would only do if the whole 4A class wants 2 do it(i dont mind really...wnat 2 meet the rest 2 see how their doing)...and i really miss having a friend like asmah, i hope she's doing well in sch(i got a feeling she is=D)...

Im missing her so much!!

2006-05-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hey...had a ok day 2 day i guess...and damn is it gonna get stressful(next week's term test,and i've not started studying)...hahahahaha...sch is still ok and im've finally got the hang of the poly life...now just waiting how the term test gonna be...last friday yong lin called me 2 ask me if i wanna play 4 the pop...my heart said yes but im just afaid that the practices would clash with the thing i have with poly...damn ah...i really miss playing the trumpet,my section and the band members...haiz...but ok lah just got 2 move on i guess(hope i can play 4 pop)...

2006-05-20T04:10:00.000+08:00

Hey...damn at last i get 2 update my blog..afetr almost 1 month!!!!...hahahahaha...sch been fine ah...my new classmates are very fun man esp Dannise...fun guy 2 hang out with...hahahaha...i still kida miss my old classmates thou,wondering how their doing?...hahaha...but i do get 2 see them thou,some of them are in TP...like fairuz,adlan,lee wei just 2 name a few...and i certainly miss my teachers from BNSS...
Life in TP is kinda ok..still adapting 2 poly life and the subject there are more in datails...hmmm in a couples of weeks im have my term test..feel like it so damn fast man...hmmmm..............

Yesterday was an ok day 4 me, 2day class started at 8(damn) and ended at 6...woke up at around 7.40,took a quick shower and quickly got dress and i damn lucky cuz ...then after lesson went 2 the sch lib 2 get my apel work done...then walk with dannise 2 his bus stop(been doing that a few time), along the way we talk...talk about what ,i cant remember but we were like laughing all the way...hahahaha...took 17 and went 2 the hospital 2 see my grandmother(she's been warded cuz she fell,but now she's doing well)...and damn its seems like im making progess but i dont wanna rush things cuz it might end up like the last one...anyway theres still things needed 2 be dealt with first before it can go any further....so i guess i just have 2 wait here patiently then =)...

2006-04-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

HEY...wah once again i didnt update 4 a long time...hahaha...hmmm anyway the past few day have been very intersting ah...lets start on last sunday,23 of april, my birthday...i didnt have anything special plan 4 that day just me and originaly with kirin only going 2 TM 2 get some things 4 sch and guess who suprise me there...She* came with fifah and their friend...turns out kirin and her* had planned this 2 suprise me and damn was i happy 2 see her*...at that moment me n kirin was at McD and i was sitting alone waiting 4 kirin cuz it was his turn 2 buy his food...then heard giggeling so i turn around and there she* was with afifah...then fifah and kirin sabo us as fifah left and kirin went 2 eat at another table...it was quite wierd ah me eating alone while she* just look on, said she* eaten already...and it was damn lucky that i bought my discman along and i contain Fall Out Boy's CD...so she* listen 2 it while i ate...hahahaha...then we join up with the rest and we just walk2...and i found out the she* has the same shoe that im planning 2 buy!...hahahaha...and when going home i decided 2 sent her back...so in the bus we were sitting next 2 each other and listening 2 Fall Out Boy...starting with our song...hahahaha....

the next 3 day were the first 3 days of sch 4 me and i got 2 say that life in poly is different from secondary sch life...but give me a few weeks i'll get use 2 it lah...hahahaha...ya i've also been thinking of what cca 2 join and i really got no clue...wayne wants me 2 join band with him but i heard that TP band is not gd...so im not sure lah...see how things goes...

Wednesday, 26 of april...speech day, iwas suppose 2 play but i couldnt go cuz i suddenly had class ending at 6 so 4 the whole day i wasted my time bring th trumpet 2 sch....but at BNSS meet my old friends and we talk about the past,the days that i really2 miss...then after that went 2 techview 2 eat with section and once again i was suprise again cuz the section bought a birthday cake 4 me...thanks guys...

Thursday,27 of april...2day was ok ah...me and dannies almost came late 2 sch but luckly we made it on time...hahahaha...i think thurs is goona be my favourate day cuz i end sch at 12...hahaha...
I miss my twin.....

2006-04-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hey beens a long time since i update huh?...hahahaha...4 the past 6 days i've been working with times again at the bookware house sale at expo...like last time it was ok lah but the only differents was that this time there are way lots of cho bu girls there...hahahaha...but i didnt flirt with any of then cuz i got my sights lock on someone special and i only stick 2 one...hahaha...1st day,wed:found out that i was the ic 4 non-fiction section and i got about 10 ppl in my team...abit dissapointed ah cuz if im ic means i got more work 2 do(lazy boy)and non-fic the bks all chalat...hahaha...but looking on the bright side i didnt get children...and i got 8 guys and 2 girls in my team...2nd day,thur:not much happen, got to know my team a little better and i found out that most of my team are older than me! and they are taking orders from me!...hahahaha...but i also found out that my team thought that i was 20+ and 1 of them refer me as abang...do i really look that old!?...hahaha...man im not even 17!(coming ah)...hahahaha!...3rd day,fri:came to work late(hahahah) then by 12.30 when friday prayer and damn stuck in the rain and we were hungry cuz we havent had our lunch!...so after 20 mins of waiting we decided 2 just run 2 the food court and when we came we werev all soaking wet!...hahaha...damn the rain spoit my hair cuz she* with kirin, nurul and their friend came down...hahahaha...didnt talk much cuz i was buzy working and both of us didnt knew what 2say 2 each other...hahaha...so shortly after she* left...sad ah 2 see her go,could've gone 4 break but i just came back from friday prayers so i had 2 choose duty...but i was very2 happy 2 see her even if it was a few mins and we didnt talk much...and im still very happy!...hahaha...4th day and 5th day nothing much happen, damn got 5 free books but the rest didnt get 50% discount...damn times...then 2day came 4 the packing up...this time didnt do much work like last time cuz had the moving company men 2 help us and 2day got another 5 free books...hahahaha...

In 2 more day i got my orientation at my new sch and so the 4th chapter in my life will start and my 3rd will finaly close...a new start and this will be my preperation 2 the real world but like always no matter what happens i will just be
TRYING 2 BE me....

2006-04-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

We beat Arsenal 2-0 yes.......hahahahahaha....damn i so happy....hahaha...ok 4 2daywas alright ah i guess...only a few more days 2 warehouse sales and i cant wait 4 it to be over...hahahaha...hmmm on the 26 of april my secondary sch is having speech day and Asmah is geeting an award 4 it...hahahaha...congrats girl...dont care lah 4 what asal an dapat right...hahahaha...and damn band lost again....wanna rematch and this time i'll be playing ah...hahahaha...hope we'll win....hahahaha..

oh and i forgot 2morow will the 7 or 8 month of me knowing her*...hahahaha...hmmm wah didnt know its been 7 or 8 months already...hahaha...time really does fly huh?....hahahaha....oh well what can i say that just the way things is...hahaha...just like all the things i been through in life....the band ,my class, my secondary sch life....thing like this should really be treasure and not takem 4 granted i guess cuz without you even realizing it ,it just past by you like in a blink of an eye...really i miss all those times in sch by what can i say...lifes goes on so i just got 2 move along and not take my ploy life 4 granted and try 2 have as much fun and progess as much as possible cuz if 4yrs is fast...3yrsis gone be faster..so just wish me luck that i just do that and i dont have any regrets....hahahaha....
SO Cya....

2006-04-08T00:54:00.000+08:00

Hey...damn woke up late 2day at 10 15...hahahah...walk there like boss like that hahaha....2morow can not be late...hahaha....damn ah im not playing this sunday....clash with my madrasa ah...boring ah but i got no choice...so good luck 2 the band ah....hahahaha...2day nothing happen i guess hahaha...but i end off my day chatting with her*...hahahaha....damn im very lucky 2 have known her ah...really....i guess even if im having a boring/ bad /whatever day....talking 2 her* just saves the day...hahahaha....2morow working but maybe half day cuz need 2 go cuzz birthday ah...hahahaha...hmmm...nothing else 2 blog i guess....so got 2 go....hahahaha.....
Cya.....

2006-04-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hey...2day at work Jai didnt come...so i had 2 take over from him...but everything was normal i guess...again 2day, i had 2 dragged myself out of bed but luckly 2 day i woke up at 7:45, so i could take my time getting ready 4 work...at work talk crap with the guys and we keep disturbing Wanye about Jovin...hahahah....i pity that guy sometims but i cant help it lah,fun ah disturbing Wanye...hahahaha...realized that we're only getting our pay next month on the 15...damn ah, i just thought of buying a new shoe before sch start...haiz looks like i be wearing the old ones ah...hahaha...and damn im left with one 8 free sms and the cut off day is like in a weeks time!...die lah like that, got to keep my bills low man if not im dead...so i cant wait 4 that day 2 come...but im also waiting for another day at the later month of april on the 23...why you'll find out lah ok...hahahaha....

In 1 weeks time it be 1 month since i saw the trumpet section together...keep looking at the section pic after viva on my phone(its my wallpaper) and it kinda brought alot of memories back both happy and sweet...2 bad that its not complete cuz theres a few missing faces...over my 4 yrs in band my section has become my 2nd family...everyone of them has a special place in my heart...from the oldest 2 the youngest one...and when one of them leave the section 4 what ever reason i feel like one of the family member just died,even if the person changes 2 another section and the section happens 2 sit besides the trumpets...its just not the same...but thats happens 2 for a real family cuz you just got 2 move on...and i kinda miss my section and the crap that we do...hahahaha...we as a section had gone through so much,through all the highs and the lows and this i guess has brought us closer...and its ashame that its time 2 go our different ways but life goes on...so i hope them all the best of luck 4 their future and may one day we meet again...

TRUMPANTE: Yong Lin, Fitri, Asmah, Kadri, Eric, Hafiz, Bettina, Jia Xing, Shermaine, Clare, Hanis, Ahmad, Xiang2, Pauline and Jing Wie.

2006-04-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hey there...nothing much 2 blog again the past 2 days...hmm boring ah but maybe but the time sch starts we'll have a whole new stuation i guess..hahaha..ok 4 2day woke around 7:45, body still aching abit but i still managed 2 drag myself 2 the bathroom and by 8:27 i was off 2 work...2day my bro had the Discman so i couldn't listen 2 Fall Out Boy 2 work...damn ah really wanted 2 hear their songs...started out work fine ah, was group up with sanjay and hafiz...quite like my team ah no slacker in there so we manage 2 hit our target...found some great guitar books 2day which i could buy 2 help me in my guitar playing...its been 1 month since i got it and i got 2 say im making a slow progess...hahaha...but i do know how 2 play 'its all about you' but i got 2 play it slow ah...hahaha...msged her* 2day during break but she replied late...i dont mind lah cuz she might be buzy as she's in sch but if she replys late i just got a feeling she's having a bad day...why im feeling that im not sure...i just do....hahahaha...but i just got another msg from her* so i guess everything is fine...hahaha...oh ya this sunday we're hopefully having a match between the guys and the band team...and like last time i'll be playing 4 band ah, the band captain what...hahaha...but seriously even if im not the captain, i would still play 4 the band ah...so hopefully the match happens cuz im really looking foward 2 get revenge cuz sadly we lost the first match...hahahaha...thought of playing at Ubi field but last i heard they're doing something 2 it...the thought of maybe playing at a field in Hougang came 2 mind lah(hint2) but im not sure if the guys would agree 2 it...hahaha!...so hopefully we'll have this all done by friday...hahaha...

2006-04-03T00:30:00.000+08:00

Hey once again i didnt blog for 3 days....damn,not my fault lah...cant help it ah, lazy ah...hahaha...but 4 the past 3 days nothing much do happen really...oh just that i bought Fall Out Boy's CD...hahaha...and damn their gd...hahaha...now planning 2 buy jamie culloms and jason mraz...but not now ah...got no money...hahaha...i got 2 say that after listening 2 all their songs, sugar we're going down swinging still sound the best...hahaha...i really cant get the song out of my head...and when ever its in my head, i think about her*(from now on im refering aqidah as her*,why im not sure but i guess is kinda nice and plus shes doing it)...hahaha...which is a gd thing ah...hahaha...damn 2morow starting work again and now its all at Expo...boring man, cuz im sure my traveling expenses are going 2 be high and not 2 mention the food there are ex 2...but theres still the ice kacang so all is not lost(thank god)...hahaha...time is really moving fast 4 me, my 6 month of no school is about 2 end and in a few weeks times i be back in school but this time its Temasek Poly and not Bedok North...i have 2 admit that im kanda having a bittersweet feeling...bitter cuz im leaving the place where i had so much great momeries,expriences and lesson which is very hard 2 forget and let go...and so does the feeling of parting ways with all of my friends who some over the past 4 yrs have been very dear 2 me...it sad 2 go...this reminds me of the line in coldplay song the sciencetis: ''Nobody said it be easy, its just a shame 4 us 2 part,nobody said it be easy,nobody said it was hard''...4 those who never heard of the song i strongly sugget you look it up cuz its really nice...sweet cuz it be a whole new expriences and it a fresh new start...oh and damn i hate my blog skin...had a nice one but dont know what happen ah...maybe i try change ah but i need help from ppl ah...both my and uncle' com very promblemmatic...nvrmind ah...just have 2 bear with it...hmmm so i guess thats all...so got 2 go....
Cya....

2006-03-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hey 2day started out fine...went 2 my mum's preschool 2 day 2 see the kids(damn they were all so cute)...hahaha...then by 8.50 went of 2 work which was about a 5 mins walk...came there the whole gang was there(mike wasn't there yet)...so all of us had 2 wait outside...then started work where i started felling a bit down and piss...hear neeraj saying that i was a typical taurus, which are always the calmest but when angered keep away)...or something like that...well i got to say i do agree with that cuz i dont get angry often but when i do, stay away...hahaha...then got a reply from her(thank god)...then i became so relaxs...hahaha...then finsh work early at 12 but some of the guys(including me) had to come back 2 finish off and by 2.15 we were done... then had 2 go sony ericsson with neeraj cuz 1 of my keypad bulb blew and damn ah waste my time only go cuz if i sent it 4 repair all my phone memory would be gone...damn ah so i just said i come back another day ah...it was still early so we just walk around...went 2 gramaphone(or something) listen 2 cds...listen 2 jamie cullums,bubble and damn i love their jazz music...then saw FallOutBoy's cd, listen 2 them 4 awhile and damn their nice(i got to get their album)...listen 2 "Sugar We're going down swing"(our song) nice ah alot of memories...after that countiued walking around and by 7.15 i was home....hmm 2morow i got to work and it be only me, jay and mike at joo seng(die!)...hahaha...

Its funny if you think about it on how i first came to know her...and of all places 2 get her no., the mosque...hahahah...i got her no. from a friend of mine...ok at that time i was really feeling low cuz i was still feeling the effects of a breakup( damn and it was like 2 months already)...so i told myself that i got 2 get a new girl 2 help me forget about nad and as i was sitting beside the window i just ask safiq if he could give me a girl's no.(and damn he has alot!)...so he give me this girl's no.(and thank god he did)...her name was Aqidah(a nice name! really)at first i was afraid 2 msg her cuz that was my first time i was msging a total stranger 2 see if i can be friends with her....hahaha...so i did sent her my first msg 2 her and i had 2 wait about 2hrs before she reply...she asked me where i got her no. in a nice way(she's very nice ah) and since safiq didnt want her 2 know he was giving her no. 2 strangers i cook up a story that was quite stupid ah....i told her i was using my friend's phone but my sim card and her no. was in the phone and the phone was found by my friend(stupid right?!)...i still fell bad about lying 2 her thou...so after a few smses about how igot her no. i want 2 ask about her but sadly at that time she didnt reply me 4 the whole week!...hahahaha...turns out she was asking around if they knew a guy name khairul from Bedok North...and suprise2 my old pri sch friend was her malay classmates( thank god again) so with him convincing her i was a decent guy even thou i did the sms thing we started2 sms each other...when safiq gave me her no. he only said hte only time he saw her outside sch,she was wearing beach clothes...so in my mind i already had a picture of her being tanned,slight dark,short with a pony tail...but i was dead wrong, turns out she was fair,had short hair and she was taller then i expected...hahaha...but the most surprising thing was that she like me, was in the band...and she like me had the same rank, Q.M....hahahah...nice huh?....and the rest as they say was history...like the time she, nurul and kirin(my old friend) came 2 my house during hari raya and more recently during the band concert on the 14 of march...in short im very grateful 2 have know and met a girl like her cuz if any of the above have change( like if kirin want in her class) things would have been very different i guess...i wouldn't have found someone who is very forgiving and kind...and she gots the looks 2 match her great personality and was the one who the night before each o'levels paper would wish me luck and says she right there with me during the paper...and someone who i really care much about...so ya there you have it, thats all i have 2 say...got to go and
cya....

2006-03-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hey...its been 3 days since i blog!...hahaha...been buzy ah...hahaha...started working yesterday with times, ah its nice 2 have the feeling you got something 2 do later after you wake up...i got 2 admit that since i didnt have any work, i've been waking up late in the afternoon,wasting time watching tv and just wasting my time 2 be exact...hey but i didnt just slack all the way ok...hahaha...there were times where i had 2 go i grandmum house 2 take care of her(damn i love her!) and i have been helping my mum at her work place(she teachs at preschool) and i just stand around helping out(ok most of the time i'm playing with the kids)...hahaha...but hey most of them there are gurga kids and damn are they rough...hahaha...at work i've been made 2nd in command(not bad ah) wiht Jay....hahaha...thats just cuz i've worked there before...but its great lah cuz most of them there are my school friends!...hahaha...there's fauzi,hannan dorb,azhar,fairuz,rozaidi,ihsan,izzat & suprise wanye ho!...hahaha...and even thou we be laughing all the way,we'll be doing our job(and damn we finish about 10 pelets ah)...hahaha...the only bad news i had was that by thursday we'll be doing our job at the expo site...thats bad cuz of 2 things...1:the food there are bloody ex man(and damn including the travling expenses i dont think the pays worth it)...2:i like it better and joo seng cuz my mum's work's in that area so i could always pop by 2 see her and becuz it be far away from Bartley sec(damn!)...hahaha...but its ok lah i guess cuz according 2 a msg i got from her ''time en distance are unimportant btwn friends.when a friend is in ur heart, dey remain there 4eva.i may be busy,bt i assure u,ure remembed!''...hahaha...nice huh...oride so thats all ah...sorry i sound so bored, i just dont know what 2 write...
so cya...

2006-03-24T02:16:00.000+08:00

Hey again 2day nothing much happen...maybe cuz i woke up 2.30 pm...hahahahaha....starting work with times again, the warehouse sale again....start next week mon and this time i,ll start at the warehouse ah...but if i could i would like 2 ask 4 pansing...one the pay is $50 per day, two the working hrs is shorter than the warehouse and three the food there is better...hahaaha...ah but begger cant be choosy i guess..been looking at the pics in my phone, at the viva la 2 ,to be exact...and i kanda felt happy and sad ...cuz 4 one thing 4 both viva la nights, i would feel as if im the happiest guy on earth...hahaha...4 the first,that was the night my 3yrs of singlehood came 2 a end...hahaha...i still remember that night as if it happen yesterday...i was so high as i felt the concert was a success and i just took pic with nadhira, and i felt that nothing can go wrong...hahaha....so it was while packing up i decide 2 ask nad the qn, and as i was repeating the qn over2 again in my mind and was looking down so that they wont see an idiot mumbeling 2 himself while folding the stand and what luck i found a plastic blue rose on the floor...hahaha...sorry nad desperate times...so i got on the bus and damn nad was just a seat in front of me in the other row....that was great 4 me cuz i dont have 2 travel far and maybe forget my line...hahaha...so i put on my band top on look in the window 2 see my reflection, brush the rose a bit, took a deep breath( a very deep one in fact),then off i went...after watching 2 many tv show i often thought in this situation and this kanda qn, the guy has to kneel...and since this was my first time and me being the bloke i am, i decide 2 kneel...so i went 2 her and she seating there alone(and damn did she look pretty) and there were horn instrument on the floor, so i had to push them away 2 make space...then i kneel down in front of her looking with no pressure (ya right, i had half of the band there looking at me including my bro!)...then with all the voice i can muster i pop the qn...and she said yes!...i couldn't believe my ears cuz i nvr dream she said yes...hahahaha...i got my self up now smiling from ear 2 ear and ask if i could seat next 2 her...and throughout the bus ride it felt like a dream...really it did...but sadly the relationship was such a dream...i still blame myself 4 the break up...but what can i do now...it now over.....then viva la 2!...aqidah came!...hahaha...at first i didnt knew she came...i only thought only kirin came( hes my old friend and her schmate)...kirin call me like 6 times during the concert and only after the concert i could go and seem him...so i was on my way to find that guy and as i was coming down the stairs i saw his and suprise2 leaning on the railing was aqidah and her friends...to tell you the truth my heartrate became 10x fasterand i could have fainted there and then( im kidding ah,come on ah im tough)....hahaha...so i talk to them 4 awhile and the thought came in 2 my mind, damn i dont have a cam...so i ask them 2 wait and trying 2 look as cool as i can, i walk my way up the stairs and once im out of their sights, i ran...hahaha...went 2 the back look 4 Yong Lin 2 lend his cam and thank god i found him quickly....took the cam and ran back stoping at the top of the stairs took deep breath so i would breath normally then walk down....hahahaha...then took pics altogether ah at first, then we took 2gether and i got the pic in my phone =)...by the time i went back stage,my section had already left 2 the ground floor...so i went there and qid was there 2...hahaha...i dont know why but i told asmah aqidah was there and she grab my sleve 2 take pic with qid again using asmah's cam....hahahaha...and boy was i happy on the bus...hahahah...yeah thats what pracitely what happen during both nights

2006-03-23T02:46:00.000+08:00

Hey...nothing much happen 2day so i spent most of my time thinking(ok2 most of it,i was lying on my bed and i fell asleep)...but nevertheless i was still thinking...hahaha...i was thinking about my class 4a and damn do i really miss spending time with them...every single one of them are great to be with...so im now gona talk about them 1 by 1 and i be doing it according 2 register no. so it easier 4 you guys 2 find ur name...hahaha...

No1.Dian: hey my best female friend in class,thanks 4 helping me in the class commitee,she's some1 who can be counted on and thanks 4 listening 2 me during the time we were at the coffee shop(remember)...hahaha...a really great friend 2 have,truely...No2.Qian Li: a member of the commitee 2 agian thanks...she a bubbly girl who damn loves 2 sing and she gd but it was also thanks 2 her i had 2 change my place a sit with Louisa...hahaha...No3.Louisa: my partner 4 most of the yr, i respect you 4 ur determination 2 success like the time you n me made a pack 2 challange each other in science...and i do pity you cuz ur always target of jokes but ur very confident and i admire you 4 that...No4.Mariah:hahaha a short girl who SOMETIMES is cute(i cant believe i said that)...hahaha..another ambitious girl who is very gd in english,a rightous person who is willing 2 lend a hand(if you dont tease her first) and damn she's feisty...hahaha...No5.Nadiah:a quite and shy girl who i dont know so well,sorry but she ok...No6.Namira:can be annoying but she has her positive points like confidented n not afriad 2 try something new...No7.Fashilah:my classmate since sec 1,she's a nice girl and likes 2 look on the positive side of things like even though she sick,she still living her live fully and i admire her 4 that...No8.Nuraini: 4 the begining of e yr i had 2 sit with her n know what the first thing she did? took my handbk and wrote her birthday in it 2 remind me 2 get her a present...hahaha...a gd person ah...No9.Li Xin: like her best friend Qian Li, she also like 2 sing and shes also gd...No10.Asmah:what can i say about her, my classmate for 4yrs and my section member...she very hard working ,creative and caring(my section would agree on that, and naggy 2)...hahaha...2 tell u the truth i look up 2 her and she puzzle me cuz i wonder why she likes 2 smear oreo on her teeth?...No11.Nadhira hahaha...ah my ex and the vice chairman,she can be quite and shy but she can be noisy 2...hahaha...she's not like any girl why i cant explain but she's special...ya n she has a cute laughter...hahaha...No12.Iza:a very rightous person who would try to shut the class up (which was part of my job but hey im a busy chairman)...hahaha...No13.Sakina: i got 2 say she cute and she is very fun 2 hang around with and she also someone u can count on and is trustworthy...No14.Amir: hes a funny guy who is damn pervetic...hahaha...No15.Amos: another funny guy who damn craps alots...he a great friend who is always ready 2 stand up 4 you...No16.Wei Jing: another crapper but also like Amos he is a great friend it just that hes sometimes lame...hahaha...No17.Ariff: mr funny who always comes up with witty but some time crappy games...No18.Jason: i can say much about him just that hes ok...haha..No19.Gou Bin: the tallest guy in class...i got 2 say this guy has a big heart his damn a gd friend 2...and thanks 4 the times we share when we were house capt,dependble guy...No20.Zhong Yi: the most missundrestood guy in class but hes 1 hell of a computer wizz...No21.Ivan: cool guy whos damn gd at basketball...No22.Kadri(me)i skip here...you guys know how i am...hahahah...No 23.Lee Wei:someone who is very robust in his work...No24.Fairuz:a guy who always trying 2 play it cool but in side hes a sensitive guy who is very deep...No25.Basheer: a rebel who if you get on his gd side you know that he's gd,kind and not 2 mention funny...and loves his dikir barat...No26.Adlah:another cool guy how is very independent...No27.Fauzi: he's funny, he can sing well and damn can he dance...hahaha...No28.Ihsan: a consevertive guy who likes 2 keep a low profile...No29.Rozaidi:a great friend and is 1 hell of a guy...fun 2 hang around with...No30.Luqman: ah my longest friend who i knew since pri sch...damn smart,competitive and he is no pushover...No31.Zhe Hao: funny guy who is a didecated member of the BB...No32.Zhi Fong: a avid man utd fan and his drawing a damn great...a great guy...No33.Gary: my best budd in sec 3...we were partners and damn did we both had alot of fun crapping about stuff and beating each other(and we even got caught once)...hahaha...No34.Wei Kai:the hairy guy as he been call in class...a naive friend but he means well...

Well that the whole class and if your tired after reading it try writing it ah...hahaha...anyway 2 all my 4A classmates, i wish you all the best 4 ur future and thanks 4 all the wondeful time we had 2gether,i hope 2 see you in the future guys...
oride i got to go...
so cya....

2006-03-22T01:09:00.000+08:00

Man what a waste of time 2day...went 2 the clinic 4 x-ray but they say can not cuz got 2 many ppl....well its my fault 2 ah cuz i came at 3+...hahaha...but it all want a waste cuz surprise2, who was at the counter?...aiysah and damn was it gd to see her...hahaha...so i guess it must have been a blessing i disguise...hahaha...so went home and as i was lying on my bed,i was thinking about my time in sch, in class....hahaha...those days are now over and so closes a chapter in my life...hahaha...i'll nvr forget the time i had there like when i had 2 sing during a camp in sec2 in front of the whole camp...hahaha...mad damn was i bloody nervous...hahaha...i had 2 sing "that thing you do" and before that i said i would only do it if elfie, fairuz and kok choung would go up as well...fairuz and kc were suppose 2 start the drum beat of the song by banging on the tables...and man all they made was noise and i became 10x nervous...i swear my knees were shacking really badly and i nearly pass out...hahaha...luckly i didnt...so i took a deep breath, focus and started singing...even thou i started, i was still shakeing...and the fuuny part was all the while elfie was standing beside me and i did rember he was there...cuz it was suppose 2 be a duet thing...so all the while he was just dancing which i soon learn was alot like mr beans dance...hahahah...fie if your reading this im still sorry man...hahaha...that was just one of the interesting thing that happen...and believe me alot of interesting happen...hahaha...so anyway got to go...and to elfie who have been like a brother 2 me, thanks man 4 being there 4 me and 4 all the fun time we had 2gether...gd luck at ur jc dude and may we be friends forever...=)

and to that someone, im just glad i can make you happy....

2006-03-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

Hey...2day went out 4 the medical check up at bodok with hamsin and nirzuan...damn boring ah,had to wait long before it was my turn....and by the time I was done,I had no time to do the x-ray cuz it was 2 late...so we made our way 2 mac but before that hamsin and wan had a encounter 2 guys who in hamsin's words "tengok seductively" and whisle at them...hahaha...so they were like looking around 4 them and damn dont you believe it we saw they and we all apa lagi cabut ah...hahaha...and damn while eating hamsin like look2 and damn was it funny...hahaha...then we went and play pool with hamima and i lost to her...hahaha...the light was 2 bright ah...hahaha...then went home ah...2morow got 2 go bedok again and maybe play pool again...hahaha...i got 2 say im hook 2 it...hahaha...anyway got go...
cya!.....

2006-03-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

hey....damn i should have done this a long time ago.....hahaha....well 4 2day nothing happen much, just the same old thing...guess im just starting 2 miss the band...its hard 2 believe that 4 yrs has just gone so fast by, i still remember the time when i first came in to band...hahah..me stary eyed looking at those wounderful display and being so amazed at the different instuments i have never seen before in my life...hahaha...back 2 the present, as a matter of fact, i spent most of my secondary sch live in band..with the ever noisey band members from the hadrworking clarinet section 2 the ever slacking percussion section...hahaha...those special memories will alway be in my heart....anyway got to go so see ya latter...